Some strange feverish power seemed to enter into her and give her a
fitful strength. She sat down at her husband's desk and began writing
rapidly, and as the thoughts came to her; and when she had finished,
she inclosed her letter with the torn fragment, and, after addressing
it, sealed it carefully. As she did so she heard footsteps approaching
the library, and slipped it hurriedly into the open drawer, and the
next moment Sir Hugh entered with a telegram in his hand.
"I have been looking all over the place for you, Fay," he began,
hurriedly; "and not a soul seemed to know where you were. Look here; I
have just had this telegram from Fitz. He wants me to come up to town
at once. I believe we have to start earlier than we intended."
And as Fay seemed to have no answer ready, he went on "I am so vexed
about it, my pet, for I meant to have driven you over to Pierrepoint
after luncheon; you looked so pale this morning, and I had to arrange
about so many things. Well, it can not be helped; Saville is packing
my 'Gladstone,' and I have not a moment to lose."
"Do you mean you are going off to Egypt now?" asked Fay, hardly able
to articulate--her lips had grown quite white. What if she should be
too late after all!
"Egypt indeed! What a child you are, Fay; one can never make you
understand things. No, I am going up to London to get what I want, and
meet Egerton and Powis, the other fellows who are to join us. I shall
sleep at the club to-night, and you may expect me to be down to dinner
to-morrow. The next day--" here he hesitated; "well, there is time
enough to talk of saying good-bye then."
"Yes, yes, I understand now. Go and get ready; and, Hugh, don't forget
to kiss baby."
"All right," he laughed good-humoredly; and then Fay stood quite
still, holding the table, till he came back.
"My traps are in the hall; I must say good-bye quickly, darling." How
handsome, how well he looked, as he stooped over her with his plaid
over his arm.
He need not be fearful of her detaining him; there was no clinging, no
agony of weeping this time. She put her two hands round his neck and
held him for a moment, as her cold lips touched his, and then stood
quite still and waved to him--sadly, quietly--from the window as he
drove past, and that was all.
CHAPTER XXXII.
"GOOD-BYE--GOOD-BYE."
I never will look more into your face
Till God says, "Look!" I charge you, seek me not,
Nor vex yourself with lamentable thoughts
That peradventure I have come to grief.
Be sure I'm well, I'm merry, I'm at ease,
But such a long way, long way, long way off,
I think you'll find me sooner in my grave,
And that's my choice--observe.
E. B. BROWNING.
Fay had made up her mind to be lost.
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