Margaret--his Margaret--refuse to be his wife! His whole impetuous
nature rose against such a cruel sentence--neither God nor man had
decreed it; it was unreasonable, untrue, to suppose such a thing. How
could he think of the consequences to his unborn children, of the good
of future generations of Redmonds, when he could hear nothing but the
voice of his passion that told him no other woman would be to him like
Margaret? The news had indeed been a shock to him, but, as he had told
his father, nothing should prevent his marrying Margaret.
But he little knew the woman with whose will he had to cope.
Margaret's very love for him gave her strength to resist--besides, she
could not look at things from Hugh's point of view. If she had married
him she would never have known a moment's peace. If she had had
children and they had died, she would have regarded their death as a
punishment. She would have seen retributive justice in every trouble
that came upon them, till she must have pined and withered in her
remorse. But she would never marry him. In that calm, loving heart
there was a fund of strength and endurance truly marvelous. In her
spirit of self-sacrifice she belonged to the noble army of women of
whose ranks the proto-martyr, Mary of Nazareth, was first and chief;
who can endure to suffer and to see their beloved suffer: who can
thrust, uncomplainingly, the right hand--if need be--into the
purifying flame, and so go through life halt or maimed, so that their
garments may be always white and stainless.
And so looking upon him whom she loved, she gave him up forever; and
Hugh's anguish and despair failed to shake her resolution. The Divine
Will had forbidden their union; she had promised his father that she
would never marry him; she had vowed in last night's bitter conflict
never to be the wife of any man. This was what she told him, over and
over again, and each time there was a set look about her beautiful
mouth that told Hugh that there was no hope for him.
He came to believe it at last, and then his heart was very bitter
against her. He said to himself, and then aloud--for in his angry
passion he did not spare her, and his hard words bruised her gentle
soul, most pitilessly--he said that she did not love him, that she
never had, that that cold, pure soul of hers was incapable of passion;
and he wondered with an intolerable anguish of anger whether she would
suffer if he took her at her word and married another; and when he had
flung these cruel words at her--for he was half-maddened with
misery--he had turned away from her with a groan, and had hidden his
head in his hands. His wishes had ceased to influence her; she had
given him up; she would never be his wife, and all the sunshine and
promise of his youth seemed dimmed.
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