For many weeks, indeed months, her want of strength and weary
listlessness caused Mrs. Duncan great anxiety. She used to shake her
head and talk vaguely to Jean of young folk who had gone into a waste
with naught but fretting, and had been in their graves before their
friends realized that they were ill; to which Jean would reply, "'Deed
and it is the truth, mistress; and I am thinking it is time that Mrs.
St. Clair had her few 'broth.'" For all Jean's sympathy found
expression in deeds, not words.
Jean seldom dealt largely in soft words; she was somewhat brisk and
sharp of tongue--a bit biting, like her moorland breezes in winter
time. In spite of her reverential tenderness for Fay, she would chide
her quite roughly for what she called her fretting ways. She almost
snatched the baby away from her one day when Fay was crying over him.
"Ah, my bonny man," she said, indignantly, "would your mither rain
tears down on your sweet face, and make you sair-hearted before your
time? Whisht, then, my bairn, and Jean will catch the sunshine for
you;" and Jean danced him vigorously before the window, while Fay
penitently dried her eyes.
"Oh, Jean, give him back to me. I did not mean to make him cry; the
tears will come sometimes, and I can not keep them back. I will try to
be good--I will, indeed."
But baby Hugh had no wish to go back to his mother; he was crowing and
pulling Jean's flaxen hair, and would not heed Fay's sad little
blandishments.
"The bairns are like auld folks," remarked Jean, triumphant at her
success, and eager to point a moral; "they can not bide what is not
bright. There is a time for everything, as Solomon says, 'a time to
mourn and a time to dance;' but there is never a time for a bairn to
be sair-hearted; neither nature nor Solomon would hold with that, as
Master Fergus would say. Ech, sirs! but he is a fine preacher, is
Master Fergus."
Fay took Jean's reproof very humbly. She shed no more tears when her
baby was in her arms. It was touching to see how she strove to banish
her grief, that the baby smiles might not be dimmed. Jean would nod
her head with grim approval over her pile of finely ironed things as
she heard Fay singing in a low sweet voice, and the baby's delighted
coos answering her. A lump used to come in Jean's throat, and a
suspicious moisture to her keen blue eyes, as she would open the door
in the twilight and see the child-mother kneeling down beside the
old-fashioned cradle, singing him to sleep. "He likes the songs about
the angels best," Fay would say, looking up wistfully in Jean's face.
"I sing him all my pretty songs, only not the sad ones. I am sure he
loves me to do it."
"May be the bairn does not know his mither apart from the women
angels," muttered Jean, in a gruff aside, as she laid down her pile of
dainty linen. Jean knew more than any one else; she could have told
her mistress, if she chose, that it was odd that all Mrs. St. Clair's
linen was marked "F. Redmond." But she kept her own counsel.
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