Jean would not have lifted a finger to restore Fay to her husband. The
blunt Scotch handmaiden could not abide men--"a puir-hearted, feckless
lot," as she was wont to say. Of course the old master and Mr. Fergus
were exceptions to this. Jean worshiped her master; and though she
held the doctrine of original sin, would never have owned that Mr.
Fergus had a fault. But to the rest of mankind she was suspiciously
uncharitable. "To think he drove her from him--the puir bit lammie,"
she would say; "and yet the law can't have the hanging of him.
Redmond, indeed! but he won't own to any such name. It is lucky the
old mistress is not ower sharp-sighted--but there, such an idea would
never get into her head."
Fay's secret was quite safe with Jean, and, as the weeks and months
went on, a feeling of utter security came over her. She hardly knew
how time passed. There were hours when she did not always feel
unhappy. The truth was, she was for a long time utterly benumbed by
pain; a total collapse of mind and body had ensued on her flight from
her home. She had suffered too much for her age and strength. Sir
Hugh's alarming illness, and her suspense and terror, had been
followed by the shock of hearing from his own lips of his love and
engagement to Margaret; and, before she could rally her forces to bear
this new blow, her baby had been born.
Fay used to wonder sometimes at her own languid indifference. "Am I
really able to live without Hugh?" she would say to herself. "I thought
it must have killed me long ago, knowing that he does not love me; but
somehow I do not feel able to think of it all; and when I go to bed I
fall asleep."
Fay was mercifully unconscious of her own heart-break, though the look
in her eyes often made Mrs. Duncan weep. When she grew a little
stronger her old restlessness returned, and she went beyond the garden
and the orchard. She never wandered about the village, people seemed
to stare at her so; but her favorite haunt was the falls. There was a
steep little path by a wicket-gate that led to a covered rustic bench,
where Fay could see the falls above her shooting down like a silver
streak from under the single graceful arch of the road-way; not
falling sheer down, but broken by many a ledge and bowlder of black
rock, where in summer-time the spray beat on the long delicate fronds
of ferns.
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