There was a boy in a velvet tunic sliding up and down the gilded
balustrades; and a tall woman with dark hair, and a diamond cross on
her white neck, swept through the hall in her velvet dress and rebuked
him. The boy laughed merrily and went a few steps higher.
"Beatrice and the young Erle Huntingdon," said Nea to herself. And
then a tall thin shadow fell across the door-way, and, uttering a
half-stifled cry, Nea saw her father, saw his changed face, his gray
hair and bowed figure, before she threw herself in his way.
And so, under the gas-light, with servants watching them curiously,
Mr. Huntingdon and his daughter met again. One who stood near him says
an awful pallor, like the pallor of death, came over his face for an
instant when he saw her standing before him with her baby in her arms,
but in the next he would have moved on had she not caught him by the
arm.
"Father," she sobbed; "father, come with me. Maurice is dying. My
husband is dying; but he says he can not die until he has your
forgiveness. Come home with me; come home with your own Nea, father;"
but he shook off her grasp, and began to descend the steps.
"Here, Stephen," he said, taking some gold from his pocket; "give this
to the woman and send her away. Come, Beatrice, I am ready."
Merciful Heaven! had this man a human heart, that he should disown his
own flesh and blood? Would it have been wonderful if she had spoken
bitter scathing words to the unnatural parent who was driving her from
his door? But Nea never spoke, she only turned away with a shudder
from the sight of the proffered gold, and then drawing her thin cloak
still closer round her child, turned wearily away.
True, she had sinned; but her punishment was a hundred times greater
than her sin, she said to herself, and that was all. What a strange
stunned quietness was over her; the pain and the fever seemed all
burned out. She did not suffer now. If something that felt like an
iron claw would leave off gripping her heart, she could almost have
felt comfortable. Maurice must die, she knew that, but something else
had died before him. She wondered if it were this same heart of hers;
and then she noticed her baby's hood was crooked, and stopped at the
next lamp-post to put it straight, and felt a vague sort of pity for
it, when she saw its face was pinched and blue with cold, and pressed
it closer to her, though she rather hoped to find it dead when she
reached home.
"One less to suffer and to starve," thought Nea.
Maurice's wistful eyes greeted her when she opened the door, but she
only shook her head and said nothing; what had she to say? She gave
her half-frozen infant into a neighbor's care, and then sat down and
drew Maurice's face to her bosom, still speechless in that awful
apathy.
And there she sat hour after hour, till he died peacefully in her
arms, and his last words were, "I believe in the forgiveness of sins."
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