When the door closed behind the maid, poor Agnes once again began to
take exaggerated views of the simplest occurrences. The disappearance
of Clare she thought of as something mysterious. Why should she go away
without acquainting any one of the fact that she was leaving the house?
Why should she steal out by the lower gate, which involved a walk
through the damp grass of the shrubberies? The lower gate was scarcely
ever used in the winter months, and but rarely in the summer except by
the gardener, whose cottage was at that part of the grounds.
The incident assumed in her excited brain a magnitude which in ordinary
circumstances she would never think of attributing to it. And her
reflection in regard to this incident was followed by a suspicion that
caused her to cover her eyes with her hands.
She was endeavouring to shut out the horrible sight which might be
before the eyes of the servants who were searching the grounds. She had
heard of sensitive girls, such as Clare undoubtedly was, making away
with themselves when overcome with grief; and she began to wonder how it
was that she had failed to see something more than usually pathetic in
that picture of the girl surrounded by her pigeons on the lawn. That was
the picture which had come before the eyes of Claude Westwood, and that
was the picture which would always remain in her own memory, Agnes was
assured--the last look she had had of the sweet girl who was now--
She shuddered at the thought that came to her; for with it came a cry of
self-reproach:
“It is I--I--who have killed her! She may have been alive when I got the
letter that should have given her happiness; but I waited--I tried to
deceive myself into the belief that I had misread the letter when its
meaning was clear to me from the first. I have killed her!”
She rushed from the room and hurried up the stairs to the apartment that
Clare had occupied. She turned the handle of the door with trembling
fingers, and looked fearfully into the room, not knowing what horrible
sight might await her there. Rut the room was the same as ever; only
when she entered did she notice that the bed was slightly pressed down
in the centre, and that the pillow was no longer smooth; it was tossed,
and there was a mark that was still damp upon it.
She knew that Clare had suddenly flung herself down on the bed, and had
left the traces of her tears upon the pillow.
She gave a start, hearing the sound of feet on the oak of the hall. The
servants had returned from their search, and the shuffling of their feet
told her that they were carrying something with them--something with
a cloak over it--a pall over it. She put up her hands to her eyes once
more to shut out that sight; and then she heard the quiet steps of some
one ascending.
She knew what this meant, some one was coming to break the awful news to
her as gently as possible.
She was standing at the half-open door when the maid reached the lobby.
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