“You need tell me nothing; I see upon your face all that you come to
tell me,” whispered Agnes.
The woman looked at her in surprise.
“I fear you are not quite well, ma'am,” she said quietly. “We did not
need to search far: the gardener came up and told us that he had met
Miss Tristram walking on the road not more than half-an-hour ago. He had
been down to the larches and Miss Tristram was going in the direction of
Unwin Church. It was as I suggested: she was taking a walk, having left
the grounds by the lower gate. I am sure that she will be back again
before lunch. Are you not well, Miss Mowbray?”
“I am quite well,” said Agnes. “I was only a little surprised that Miss
Tristram could have left the grounds without my noticing her do so. I
was in the drawing-room all the time.”
She went to her own room and stood at the window, wondering how it was
that she had been so certain that Clare had resolved to die. Was it
because she herself was ready to welcome death at that moment? She fell
on her knees and prayed that she might have strength to live--she prayed
that she might have strength to resist the temptation to end in a moment
the terrible consciousness that in another week or two all the world
would be ringing with the name which she bore--the consciousness that
every finger would be pointed at her, while those who pointed at her
would whisper the name of her brother. She prayed for strength to bear
the appalling burden which had been laid upon her.
In that nervous condition which was hers she felt that she must do
something: she could not rest patiently until the return of Clare. She
felt that as she had told Claude the secret which had placed a gulf
between him and Clare, it was right that she should tell him without
delay that, although it was true that the girl was the daughter of
Carton Stand-ish, yet Carton Standish was innocent of the crime for
which he was suffering imprisonment.
She rang her bell, and gave orders for the brougham; and then, with
nervous hands, she put on her fur coat and hat, and went down to the
hall fire to wait for the sound of wheels. The butler, who was bringing
some silver into the dining-room for the luncheon table, paused for a
moment and asked her if she would wish the hour for lunch to be delayed.
She told him that lunch was to be served when Miss Tristram should come
in.
A sudden thought occurred to her. She would not keep Clare waiting for
her good news should she come in before her own return from the Court.
She had thought of driving Claude back with her in the brougham after
she had communicated her good news to him--it would be good news to him.
What did he care how heavy was the blow that had fallen upon her so long
as he was free to marry Clare?
She went into the study and wrote a few lines on a sheet of paper:
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