She and God knew what those years had been--the years that had robbed
her of her youth, that had planted those grey hairs where the soft brown
had been. All the past seemed unfolded in front of her like a scroll.
She thought of her parting from her lover on that chill October day,
when every breeze sent the leaves flying in crisp flakes through the
air. Not a tear did she shed while she was saying that farewell to him.
She had carried herself bravely--yes, as she stood beside the privet
hedge and waved her hand to him on the road on which he was driving to
catch the train; but when she had returned to the house and her father
had put his arm round her, she was not quite so self-possessed. Her
tears came in a torrent all at once, and she cried out for him to come
back to her.
He had not come back to her. Through the long desolate years that had
been her cry; but he had not come back to her. Oh! the desolation of
those years that followed! At first she had received many letters from
him. So long as he was in touch with some form of civilisation, however
rudimentary it was, he had written to her; but then the letters became
few and irregular. He could only trust that one out of every six that
he wrote would reach her, he said, for he only wrote on the chance of
meeting an elephant-hunter or a slave-raider going to the coast who
would take a letter for him--for a consideration. She had not the least
objection to receive a letter, even though it had been posted by the red
hand of the half-caste slave-raider.
But afterwards the letters ceased altogether. She tried to find courage
in the reflection that the rascally men who had been entrusted with the
letters had flung them away, or perhaps they had been killed or had died
naturally before reaching the coast. Only for a time did she find some
comfort in thus accounting for the absence of all news regarding him. At
the end of a year she read in a newspaper an article in which the
writer assumed that all hope for the safety of Claude Westwood had been
abandoned. The writer of the article was clearly an expert in African
exploration. He was ready to quote instance after instance since the
days of Hanno, of explorers who had dared too much and had been cut
off--some by what he called the legitimate enemies of pioneers, namely,
disease and privation, others by that cruelty which has its habitation
in the dark places of the earth, and nowhere in greater abundance than
in the dark places of the Dark Continent.
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