And this was the very feeling which she now had when she was counting
the days that must elapse before his arrival. At first it had been
her intention to meet him aboard the steamer that was bringing him to
England. If she had not read that postscript she might even have thought
of going out to meet him at Suez--nay, of going out to Zanzibar itself;
but somehow the reading of those words at the dose of the letter, which
were meant for his brother's eyes alone, had left an impression on her
from which she could not easily free herself.
That was how she came to feel that she was about to meet a stranger, and
that the idea of waiting on the dock side for the arrival of the steamer
seemed repugnant to her.
Then the day which was notified to her as that on which the steamer
would be due, arrived, and found her awaiting with almost breathless
excitement whatever should happen. It was midday when the telegram was
brought to her: it was addressed, not to her, but to the family lawyer.
“_Arrived. Shall be at the Court in time for dinner_.”
These were the words which she read while her heart beat tumultuously
at the thought that she would see him in a few hours. She stood opposite
his picture, feeling that in future it would possess only an artistic
interest for her. She would be left wondering how it had ever been so
much to her. But what was on her mind now was the question, “Will he
drive here on his way to the Court?”
Well, she would be prepared to meet him: but how was she to welcome
him? She had heard of girls who had been parted from their lovers for
years, putting on the dress which they had worn on the day of parting,
so that it might seem that the time they had been apart was annihilated.
She actually hunted up the old dress that was associated with her
parting from Claude. It was still fit to be worn, for she had paid her
maid compensation for allowing her to retain it. But when she looked
at it she laughed. It was made in the fashion of nine years before, and
every one knows how ridiculous a fashion seems nine years out of date.
Annihilate time! Heavens! to wear a dress made in this style would be
the best way that could be imagined of emphasising the space of years
that had passed. She laughed and laid the funny old-fashioned thing,
with its ribbons fastened in ridiculous places over it where ribbons are
now never seen, back in its drawer.
Alas! the girls about whom she had read had not been separated from
their lovers for nine years; or the lovers must have been even blinder
than the majority of men are in regard to the details of dress,
otherwise they would have looked ridiculous instead of gracious.
She put on her newest dress--it was all white; and when her maid asked
her what jewels she would wear, she said suddenly:
“All my diamonds.”
But before her jewel case was unlocked she had changed her mind.
“On second thoughts I will wear only the Wedgwood medallion with the
pearls,” she said.
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