“I found myself with a kind of voice, but no one seemed to think that
it was worth considering. That was why I spent five years studying the
technique of painting. It was only one day when I thought myself alone
in a picture gallery and began singing a country song, that a little
grey-haired man appeared from behind one of the pillars. I thought that
he was one of the caretakers, and I did not pause until I found that he
was looking at me, as I thought angrily. I then asked him if singing was
prohibited in the gallery. I shall never forget the way he looked at me
and laughed. 'Singing--singing?' he cried. 'Ah, my sweet signorina,
even if singing is prohibited you could not be charged with having
transgressed. Singing!' Then he shook his head. 'But it was I who sang
just now,' I explained. 'Great god Bacchus! you do not flatter yourself
that that sort of thing is singing,' he cried. 'Oh no; singing is
an art--and an art in which you will excel rather than in the art of
painting. Fling that execrable daub in which you caricature the blessed
St. Sebastian into the place where the dust is thrown, and come with me.
I shall make you a singer.'”
“How amusing! And you obeyed him?”
“I stared at the old man for a minute, thinking him the most impudent
person! had ever met; but like a flash it came upon me that he was not a
caretaker, but Signor Marini, the great maestro. I was so overcome with
surprise that in an instant I had done exactly what he told me. I threw
away the picture on which I was working--I really don't think it was so
very bad--and I went away with him. He asked me where I lived, and he
accompanied me there. He amazed my poor mother with what he said about
mv voice, or rather about the possibilities he fancied he foresaw for my
voice, and he taught me for two years for nothing.”
“And were his predictions regarding your voice fulfilled?”
“I am afraid he fancied that I should become much better than I am. But
at any rate he made it possible for me to earn money by my singing. I
hope, however, I may not have to support myself in that way. I do not
like facing an audience. I had to do so twice in Italy, and I found it
distasteful.”
“But you do not mind facing an audience of one, I hope.”
“Oh, I will sing to you all night. I sang almost every night aboard the
_Andalusian_. I think Mr. Westwood liked me to do so. There was a bond
between us--a bond of suffering. My dear mother had only been a month
dead. I sang with my thoughts full of her.”
“And there is a bond between you and me also--a bond of suffering. You
will sing to me, my Clare.”
Agnes had her hand in her own as they went to the drawing-room, and
after a short time the girl sat down to the piano and sang song after
song for more than an hour.
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