Her singing was the sweetest that Agnes had ever heard. She did not sing
brilliantly at first, but tenderness and sympathy were in every note. No
one could hear her without being affected by her. It seemed as if no one
could be critical of her art: it is only when one ceases to feel that
one becomes critical; but Clare made it pretty plain to Agnes when they
talked together later on that Maestro Marini had never been quite so
carried away by the singing of any of his pupils as to be unable to
criticise it, and Agnes declared that he must be the most unfeeling man
living.
Before leaving the piano the girl sang an operatic scena of the most
brilliant character and amazed Agnes with the extent of her resources.
She showed that her imagination was on a level with that of the great
master who had built up the work to a point of sublimity that had
aroused the enthusiasm of Europe. Agnes saw that Clare had at least
the genius to know what the maestro meant when he had taught her how to
treat the scena.
She kissed the girl, saying:
“Yes, you can always earn money by your singing; but you can always
achieve much more by it: there is no one alive who could remain unmoved
when you sing.”
“I will sing to you every night,” cried Clare. “You will tell me when I
fail to do what I set out in the hope of doing in any of my songs. That,
the maestro says, is the sure test of singing; if you make yourself
intelligible you can sing, if you are unintelligible you are wrong. No
composer who is truly great will write merely for the sake of showing
what difficulties a vocalist can overcome by teaching and practice;
he will not be intricate, only when he cannot express himself with
simplicity. I think music is the most glorious of all the arts.”
She quoted from her master as they went upstairs to their bedrooms and
then kissed and parted. But though Clare was asleep within a few minutes
of lying down, Agnes was not so fortunate. She lay awake for an hour
thinking her thoughts, and then she rose, and wrapping a fur-lined cloak
about her, sat down in a chair in front of the fire, looking into its
depths.
“I cannot send her away again,” she said. “I cannot send her out into
the world. God has given me her life, and I have accepted the trust. I
cannot send her away. He need never learn the truth, the terrible truth.
Oh, if he had but some pity! If she could but impart some pity to him!”
Another hour had passed before she rose, saying once more, in a tone of
decision:
“Yes, she shall stay. Whether it be for good or evil she shall stay. If
I cannot win him back I shall still have her.”
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