Wesley's Designated Successor: The Life, Letters, and Literary Labours of the Rev. John William Fletcher, Vicar of Madeley, ShropshireTyerman, L. (Luke)
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Wesley's Designated Successor: The Life, Letters, and Literary Labours of the Rev. John William Fletcher, Vicar of Madeley, Shropshire
Tyerman, L. (Luke)
Fletcher, John, 1729-1785
Another convert may be mentioned here. Richard Hill (afterwards Sir
Richard) was the eldest son of Sir Rowland Hill, the first baronet of a
distinguished and ancient family. Richard was now twenty-seven years of
age. From childhood, he had been blest with the strivings of God’s Holy
Spirit, and of late had been unutterably anxious about his soul. He
writes:—
“About October, 1757, I set myself to work with all the earnestness of
a poor perishing mariner, who is every moment in expectation of
shipwreck. I fasted, prayed, and meditated. I read the Scriptures,
communicated, and gave much alms. But these things brought no peace to
my soul; on the contrary, I saw, what I had never seen before, that
all my works were mixed with sin and imperfection. My terrors
increased, insomuch that I could neither eat nor sleep, and did not
think it possible for me to live a week. Everybody observed how ill I
looked, and I had much ado to conceal the straits I was in from all
about me. After having suffered in this manner a short time, I made my
case known to a clergyman; but all he said to me—which indeed was not
much to the purpose—had little or no effect. What to do I knew not.
Alas! I had no acquaintance with any one who seemed to have the least
experience in such a case as mine. Those about me showed the greatest
concern for my situation, and offered their remedies for my relief,
such as company, physic, and exercise, which, in order to oblige them,
I complied with; but my disorder was not to be removed by these carnal
quackeries. What I wanted was a skilful physician for my soul; but
where to find such an one I knew not.
“I recollected, however, that once, if not oftener, the Rev. Mr.
Fletcher, then tutor to two neighbouring young gentlemen, had, in my
hearing, been spoken of in a very disrespectful manner, for things
which seemed to me to savour of a truly Christian spirit. I,
therefore, determined to make my case known to him, and, accordingly,
wrote him a letter, without mentioning my name, giving him some
account of my situation, and begging him, for God’s sake, to meet me
that very night at an inn at Salop, in which place I then was. Though
Mr. Fletcher had four or five miles to walk, yet he came punctually to
the appointment, spoke to me in a very comfortable manner, and gave me
to understand that he had very different thoughts of my state from
what I had myself. After our discourse, he went to prayer with me,
and, among the other petitions that he put up in my behalf, he prayed
that I might not trust in my own righteousness; an expression the
import of which I scarcely knew.
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