England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Wessex (England) -- Fiction
Barnet took the first letter—it had a black border, and bore the London
postmark. It was not in his wife’s handwriting, or in that of any
person he knew; but conjecture soon ceased as he read the page, wherein
he was briefly informed that Mrs. Barnet had died suddenly on the
previous day, at the furnished villa she had occupied near London.
Barnet looked vaguely round the empty hall, at the blank walls, out of
the doorway. Drawing a long palpitating breath, and with eyes downcast,
he turned and climbed the stairs slowly, like a man who doubted their
stability. The fact of his wife having, as it were, died once already,
and lived on again, had entirely dislodged the possibility of her
actual death from his conjecture. He went to the landing, leant over
the balusters, and after a reverie, of whose duration he had but the
faintest notion, turned to the window and stretched his gaze to the
cottage further down the road, which was visible from his landing, and
from which Lucy still walked to the solicitor’s house by a cross path.
The faint words that came from his moving lips were simply, ‘At last!’
Then, almost involuntarily, Barnet fell down on his knees and murmured
some incoherent words of thanksgiving. Surely his virtue in restoring
his wife to life had been rewarded! But, as if the impulse struck
uneasily on his conscience, he quickly rose, brushed the dust from his
trousers and set himself to think of his next movements. He could not
start for London for some hours; and as he had no preparations to make
that could not be made in half-an-hour, he mechanically descended and
resumed his occupation of turning over the wall-papers. They had all
got brighter for him, those papers. It was all changed—who would sit in
the rooms that they were to line? He went on to muse upon Lucy’s
conduct in so frequently coming to the house with the children; her
occasional blush in speaking to him; her evident interest in him. What
woman can in the long run avoid being interested in a man whom she
knows to be devoted to her? If human solicitation could ever effect
anything, there should be no going to India for Lucy now. All the
papers previously chosen seemed wrong in their shades, and he began
from the beginning to choose again.
While entering on the task he heard a forced ‘Ahem!’ from without the
porch, evidently uttered to attract his attention, and footsteps again
advancing to the door. His man, whom he had quite forgotten in his
mental turmoil, was still waiting there.
‘I beg your pardon, sir,’ the man said from round the doorway; ‘but
here’s the note from Mr. Downe that you didn’t take. He called just
after you went out, and as he couldn’t wait, he wrote this on your
study-table.’
He handed in the letter—no black-bordered one now, but a
practical-looking note in the well-known writing of the solicitor.
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