England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Wessex (England) -- Fiction
‘DEAR BARNET’—it ran—‘Perhaps you will be prepared for the information
I am about to give—that Lucy Savile and myself are going to be married
this morning. I have hitherto said nothing as to my intention to any of
my friends, for reasons which I am sure you will fully appreciate. The
crisis has been brought about by her expressing her intention to join
her brother in India. I then discovered that I could not do without
her.
‘It is to be quite a private wedding; but it is my particular wish that
you come down here quietly at ten, and go to church with us; it will
add greatly to the pleasure I shall experience in the ceremony, and, I
believe, to Lucy’s also. I have called on you very early to make the
request, in the belief that I should find you at home; but you are
beforehand with me in your early rising.—Yours sincerely, C. Downe.’
‘Need I wait, sir?’ said the servant after a dead silence.
‘That will do, William. No answer,’ said Barnet calmly.
When the man had gone Barnet re-read the letter. Turning eventually to
the wall-papers, which he had been at such pains to select, he
deliberately tore them into halves and quarters, and threw them into
the empty fireplace. Then he went out of the house; locked the door,
and stood in the front awhile. Instead of returning into the town, he
went down the harbour-road and thoughtfully lingered about by the sea,
near the spot where the body of Downe’s late wife had been found and
brought ashore.
Barnet was a man with a rich capacity for misery, and there is no doubt
that he exercised it to its fullest extent now. The events that had, as
it were, dashed themselves together into one half-hour of this day
showed that curious refinement of cruelty in their arrangement which
often proceeds from the bosom of the whimsical god at other times known
as blind Circumstance. That his few minutes of hope, between the
reading of the first and second letters, had carried him to
extraordinary heights of rapture was proved by the immensity of his
suffering now. The sun blazing into his face would have shown a close
watcher that a horizontal line, which he had never noticed before, but
which was never to be gone thereafter, was somehow gradually forming
itself in the smooth of his forehead. His eyes, of a light hazel, had a
curious look which can only be described by the word bruised; the
sorrow that looked from them being largely mixed with the surprise of a
man taken unawares.
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