“And so for fear I shall fall in love with you, you are sacrificing both
comfort and freedom, and shutting yourself up with your books and
studies to the neglect of other duties. But it need be so no longer. The
necessity for it, if it existed once, certainly does not now. I will not
be in your way; forgive me that I ever have been.”
Lucy’s voice began to tremble as she gathered up her riding-habit and
turned to find her gauntlets. One of them had dropped upon the floor
between the table and the rector, and as she stooped to reach it her
curls almost swept the young man’s lap.
“Let me get it for you,” he said, hastily pushing back his chair and
awkwardly entangling his foot in her long sweeping dress, so that when
she arose she stumbled backward and would have fallen, but for the arm
he quickly passed around her.
Something in the touch of that quivering form completed the work of
temptation, and he held it for an instant, when she said to him
pettishly:
“Please let me go, sir.”
“No, Lucy, I can’t let you go. I want you to stay with me.”
Instantly the drooping head was uplifted, and Lucy’s eyes looked into
his with such a wistful, pleading, wondering look that Arthur saw or
thought he saw his duty plain, and gently touching his lips to the brow
glistening so white within their reach, he continued:
“There is a way to stop the gossip and make it right for me to see you.
Promise to be my wife, and not even Captain Humphreys can say aught
against it.”
Arthur’s voice trembled now, for the mention of Captain Humphreys had
brought a thought of Anna, whose eyes seemed for an instant to look
reproachfully upon that wooing. But he had gone too far to retract; he
had only to wait for Lucy’s answer. There was no deception about her;
hers was a nature as clear as crystal, and with a gush of glad tears she
promised to be the rector’s wife; and hiding her face on his bosom, told
him, brokenly, how unworthy she was of him; how foolish, and how
unsuited to the place, but promising to do the best she could not to
bring him into disgrace on account of her shortcomings.
“With the knowledge that you love me I can do anything,” she said, and
her white hand crept slowly into the cold, clammy one which lay so
listlessly on Arthur’s lap.
He was already repenting, for he felt that it was sin to take that warm,
trusting, loving heart in exchange for the cold, half lifeless one he
should render in return, and in which scarcely a pulse of joy was
beating, even though he held his promised wife; and she was fair and
beautiful as ever promised wife could be.
“But I can make her happy, and I will,” he thought, pressing the warm
fingers which quivered to his touch.
But he did not kiss her again; he could not for the eyes, which still
seemed looking at him and asking what he did. There was a strange spell
about those phantom eyes, and they made him say to Lucy, who was now
sitting demurely at his side:
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