“‘This is Robin,’ she said, turning to the child, who I now discovered
was a cripple in its feet, and unable to walk. ‘Did Richard ever tell
you of Robin?’
“There was a hesitancy now in her voice, as if she knew Richard had
never told me of him, and doubted her own integrity in asking the
question.
“‘No,’ I replied, ‘the doctor never told me of Robin, nor yet of
himself.’
“‘Richard is very reticent,’ she answered; and then as she saw my glance
constantly directed to Robin, she evidently tried to keep me from
talking of him by asking numberless questions about Richard, and by
telling me what a good, kind child he was to her.
“It is true I did not suspect her then of such a motive, but I can see
now how she headed me off from the dangerous ground on which I leaped at
last, for I could not resist the expression of that child’s face, and
breaking away from what she was telling me of Richard, I knelt by his
chair, and kissing his round cheek, asked:
“‘Whose boy are you?’
“‘Papa Richard’s and grandma’s,’ he replied, and then there flashed upon
me the thought that in spite of his deep blue eyes and soft golden curls
he was like Dr. West. For an instant I was conscious of a sharp,
stinging pain, as I said to myself, ‘Was Dr. West ever married?’ Surely
he would have told of that,—would at some time have mentioned his wife,
and with the pain there came the knowledge that I did care more for Dr.
West than I had supposed; that I was jealous of the dead woman, the
mother of this child. Mrs. West must have divined a part of my thoughts,
for she said half laughingly, like one under restraint:
“‘He has always called my son “Papa Richard,” as he is the only father
the child ever knew,’ and a shadow flitted across her face as she
directed my attention to a tall heliotrope near by. But I was not to be
evaded; curiosity was aroused, and replying to her remark concerning the
heliotrope, I turned again to Robin, whose little hand I now held in
mine, and said, ‘He is your grandchild?’
“Suddenly the dark eyes looked afar off as if appealing to something or
somebody for help; then they softened and tears were visible in them.
“‘Poor little Robin, he has been a source of great sorrow as well as of
comfort to me, Miss Freeman,’ and Mrs. West’s delicate hand smoothed and
unwound the golden curls clustering around Robin’s head. ‘So I used to
unwind her curls,’ she continued abstractedly. ‘Robin’s mother. I must
show you her picture when we go in. She was very beautiful, more so than
any one I ever knew, and Richard thinks the same.’
“Again that keen pain, as of a sharp knife gliding through my flesh,
passed over me, but I listened breathlessly, while still caressing the
child she continued:
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