“Heretofore she had answered my queries concerning Anna with hesitancy,
but the ‘No, no, oh no, Richard was not her husband,’ was spoken
eagerly, decidedly, as if it were a fact she would particularly impress
upon my mind. Then, as I stood looking at her expectantly, she went on,
but this time in the old, cautious manner:
“‘I never knew who Anna’s husband was. It is a sad story, which I would
gladly forget, but Robin’s presence keeps it in my mind,’ and bowing her
head over the child, the poor woman wept passionately.
“‘Poor grandma, don’t cry. I love you! What makes grandma cry over me so
much, and look so sorry at me? Is it because I am a little lame boy?’
“This Robin said to me, while he tried to brush away the tears of her he
called grandmother. He had not talked much before, but what he said now
went through my heart, and kissing his forehead, I whispered:
“‘People sometimes cry for joy.’
“‘But she don’t,’ he said, nodding toward Mrs. West, who left us alone
while she bathed her face and eyes. ‘She looks so sorry, and says, “Poor
Robin,” so often. I guess it’s because my feet will never walk, that she
says that. I should cry too, but Papa Richard talked to me so good, and
said God made me lame; that up in heaven there were no little cripples;
that if I loved the Saviour, and didn’t fret about my feet, I’d go up
there some day; and since then I’ve tried hard not to mind, and ever so
many times a day I say softly to myself, “Will Jesus help Robin not to
fret because he’s a poor lame boy, of no use to anybody.” I say it way
in my mouth, but God hears just the same.’
“I could not answer for my weeping, but kneeling beside the lame boy, I
wound my arms around his neck, and laid his curly head upon my bosom,
just as I would have done had it been Johnnie, Ben, or Bertie thus
afflicted.
“‘Seems like you was most my mother,’ he said, caressing my cheek with
his soft little hand. ‘You don’t look like her much, only I dreamed once
she came to me and loved me, as you do, and kissed my twisted feet, oh!
so many times. It was a beautiful dream, and next day I told it to
grandma, and asked her if she wasn’t sure my mother was in heaven! She
did not answer until I said again, “Is she in heaven?” Then she said, “I
hope so, Robin;” but I wanted to know sure, and kept on asking, until
she burst out with the loudest cry I ever heard her or anybody cry, and
said, “God knows, my little Robin. He will take care of her. I hope
she’s there!” but she wouldn’t say for sure, just as she did when the
minister and Mrs. Terry’s baby died. Why not? Why didn’t she? Lady, you
look good. You look as if you prayed. Do you pray?’
“‘Yes,’ I answered, wondering if he would call my careless words a
prayer.
“‘Then lady,’ and the deep eyes of blue looked eagerly, wistfully at me,
‘then tell me true, is my mother in heaven, sure?’
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