"I'd better stay there," he answered, moved again by her irresistible
solicitude, and that other thing in her tone to which he had laid claim
and hugged to his bruised heart. He felt an almost uncontrollable
desire to raise her in his arms, to unbosom his anguish to her, and
propose that they both fight their battles of forgetfulness side by
side, but he shrank from it. The thought of Wambush was again upon him
like some rasping soul-irritant.
"No, no; I'm going back to the stable," he said, fiercely. "I will not
stay here any longer--not a day longer!"
He saw her start, and then she put down the blanket and stood up. "I
do not understand you at all, sometimes" she faltered, "not at all."
"But I understand you, God knows," he returned, bitterly. "Harriet,
little, suffering, wronged woman, I know something about you. I know
what has been worrying you so much since I came here."
She started and an awful look crept into her face.
"Oh, Mr. Westerfelt, do you?"
"Yes, I know it--that's enough now; let's agree never again to speak of
it. I don't want to talk about it, and I reckon you don't. Anyway, it
can't be helped."
"No, it can't be helped." Her lips began to twitch and quiver, and her
eyes went down.
"I understand it all now," she added. "And I don't blame you. I told
mother yesterday that I thought you might suspect--"
"Your mother knows then?"
"Yes, of course," raising her eyes in surprise.
For a moment they were silent. Westerfelt leaned against the
mantel-piece; he had never felt such utter despair. It was like being
slowly tortured to death to hear her speaking so frankly of the thing
which he had never been able to contemplate with calmness.
"So you see now that I'd better go back to the stable, don't you?" he
asked, gloomily.
"I suppose so," she said. "I suppose you mean that--" but she was
unable to formulate what lay in her confused mind. Besides, Luke
Bradley was coming in. They heard his heavy tread on the veranda.
"Well, come on, John, ef you are ready," he called out. "That blamed
nag o' mine won't stand still a minute."
When Westerfelt had been driven away, and Harriet had watched him out
of sight down the road, she came back to the fire and sat down in the
chair Westerfelt had used during his convalescence. She kept her eyes
fixed on the coals till her mother entered the room.
"I reckon he thought funny that I didn't come in to tell him good-bye,"
she said, with a knowing little laugh; "but I'll be bound he was glad I
didn't. Even Mr. Bradley had the good sense to go outside."
"Mother, what are you talking about?"
"You know mighty well what I mean," returned Mrs. Floyd, with a smile.
"I know Mr. Westerfelt is dead in love with you, and goodness knows you
couldn't fool me about how you feel if you tried. I was a girl once."
"Mother," said Harriet, "I never want you to mention him to me again,"
and she put her hands over her face and began to cry softly.
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