"I believe I could stand it if I could earn a support out of the
garden with such a man as Malcom to help me. There are variety and
beauty there, and scope for constant improvement. But I fear a woman
can't make a livelihood by such out-of-door, man-like work. Good
heavens! what would my Fifth Avenue friends say if it should get to
their ears that Edith Allen was raising cabbages for market?"
Then in contrast, as the alternative to labor, Gus Elliot continually
presented himself.
"If he were only more of a man!" she thought. "But if he loves me so
well as to marry me in view of my poverty, he must have some true
manhood about him. I suppose I could learn to love him after a
fashion, and I certainly like him as well as any one I know. Perhaps
if I were with him to cheer, incite, and scold, he might become a fair
business man after all."
And so Edith in her helplessness and fear of work was tempted to enter
on that forlorn experiment which so many energetic women of decided
character have made--that of marrying a man who can't stand alone, or
do anything but dawdle, in the hope that they may be able to infuse in
him some of their own moral and intellectual backbone.
But Gus Elliot was not man enough, had not sense enough, to give her
this poor chance of matrimonial escape from labor that seemed to her
like a giant taskmaster, waiting with grimy, horny hand to claim her
as another of his innumerable slaves. Though a life of lonely, ill-paid toil would have been better for Edith than marriage to Gus, he
was missing the one golden opportunity of his life, when he thought of
Edith Allen in other character than his wife. God uses instruments,
and she alone could give him a chance of being a man among men. In his
meditated baseness toward her, he aimed a fatal blow at his own life.
And this is ever true of sins against the human brotherhood. The
recoil of a blow struck at another's interests has often the
retributive wrath of heaven in it, and the selfish soul that would
destroy a fellow-creature for its own pleasure is itself destroyed.
False pride, false education, helpless, unskilled hands, an untaught,
unbraced moral nature, made strong, resolute, beautiful Edith Allen so
weak, so untrue to herself, that she was ready to throw herself away
on so thin a shadow of a man as Gus Elliot. She might have known,
indeed she half feared, that wretchedness would follow such a union.
It is torment to a large strong-souled woman to despise utterly the
man to whom she is chained. She revolts at his weakness and
irresolution, and the probabilities are that she will sink into that
worst phase of feminine drudgery, the supporting of a husband, who,
though able, will not work, and that she will become that social
monster of whom it is said with a significant laugh:
"She is the man of the house."
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