influences, and expect them to remain as spotless as snow, is the most
wretched absurdity of our day. Society brings fire to the tow, the
brand to the powder, and then lifts its hand to hurl its anathema in
case they ignite.
But Mr. Allen sinned even more grievously in permitting a man like Van
Dam to haunt his home. If now one of the lambs of his flock suffered
irretrievably, he would be as much to blame as a shepherd who daily
saw the wolf within his fold. Mr. Allen was familiar with the stories
about Van Dam, as multitudes of wealthy men are to-day with the
character of well-dressed scoundrels who visit their daughters. Some
of the worst villains in existence have the _entree_ into the "best
society." It is pretty well known among men what they are, and
fashionable mammas are not wholly in the dark. Therefore, every day,
"angels that kept not their first estate" are falling from heaven. It
may not be the open, disgraceful ruin that threatened poor Zell, but
it is ruin nevertheless.
After all, it was the undermining, unhallowed influence of long
association with Van Dam that now made Zell so weak in her first sharp
stress of temptation. Crime was not awful and repulsive to her. There
was little in her cunningly-perverted nature that revolted at it. She
hesitated mainly on the ground of her pride, and in view of the
consequences. And even these latter she in no sense realized, for the
school in which she had been taught showed only the flowery opening of
the path into sin, while its terrible retributions were kept hidden.
Therefore, as the miseries of her condition in the country increased,
Zell's pride failed her, and she began to be willing to risk all to
get away, and when she felt the pinch of hunger she became almost
desperate. As we have said, on Edith's naming a day on which she would
be absent on the forlorn mission that would only put off the day of
utter want a little longer, the temptation took definite shape in
Zell's mind to write at once to Van Dam, acceding to his shameful
conditions.
But, to satisfy her conscience, which she could not stifle, and to
provide some excuse for her action, and still more, to brace the hope
she tried to cherish that he really meant truly by her, she wrote:
"If I will meet you at the boat Monday evening, will you surely marry
me? Promise me on your sacred honor."
Van Dam muttered, with a low laugh, as he read the note:
"That's a rich joke, for her to accept such a proposition as mine,
especially after all that has happened, and still prate of 'sacred
honor.'"
But he unhesitatingly, promptly, and with many protestations assured
her that he would, and at once prepared to carry out his part of the
programme.
"What's the use of half-way lies?" he said, carelessly.
On Monday Edith again took the early train with the valuables of which
she designed to dispose. Zell had said indifferently:
"You may take anything I have left except my watch and chain."
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