"Oh, dear!" said Laura, "it seems as if I had been in a trance and had
just awakened. Why, Edith, I must do something. It is not right to let
you bear all these things alone. But don't trouble about Zell, not one
of George Allen's daughters will sink to that."
CHAPTER XIX
A FALLING STAR
Zell slept most of the day. She had reached that point where she did
not want to think. On hearing Edith say that she would go to New York
on Monday, a sadden and strong temptation assailed her. Impulsive, but
not courageous, abounding in energy, but having little fortitude, she
found the conditions of her country life growing unendurable. Van Dam
seemed her only refuge, her only means of escape. She soon lost all
hope of their sustaining themselves by work in Pushton. Her uncurbed
nature could wait patiently for nothing, and as the long, idle days
passed, she doubted, and then despaired, of any success from Edith's
plans. She harbored Van Dam's temptation, and the consciousness of
doing this hurt her womanly nature, and her hard, reckless tone and
manner were the natural consequence. She said to herself, and tried to
believe--
"He will marry me--he has promised again and again."
Still, there was the uneasy knowledge that she was placing herself and
her reputation entirely at his mercy, and she long had known that Van
Dam was no saint. It was this lurking knowledge, shut her eyes to it
as she might, that acted on her nature like a petrifying influence.
And yet, Van Dam's temptation had more to contend with in her pride
than in her moral nature. Everything in her education had tended to
increase the former, and dwarf the latter. Her parents had taken her
to the theatre far oftener than even to the fashionable church on the
avenue. From the latter she carried away more ideas about dress than
about anything else. From a child she had been familiar with the
French school of morals, as taught by the sensational drama in New
York. Society, that will turn a poor girl out of doors the moment she
sins, will take her at the most critical age of her unformed
character, night after night, to witness plays in which the husband is
made ridiculous, but the man who destroys purity and home-happiness is
as splendid a villain as Milton's Satan. Mr. Allen himself had
familiarized Zell's mind with just what she was tempted to do, by
taking her to plays as poisonous to the soul as the malaria of the
Campagna at Rome to the body. He, though dead, had a part in the
present temptation of his child, and we unhesitatingly charge many
parents with the absolute ruin of their children, by exposing them,
and permitting them to be exposed, to influences that they know must
be fatal. No guardian of a child can plead the densest stupidity for
not knowing that French novels and plays are as demoralizing as the
devil could wish them to be; and constantly to place young, passionate
natures, just awakening in their uncurbed strength, under such
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