"'Come unto me all ye that labor and are heavy laden, and I will give
you rest.'"
And as, with finger still clinging to this passage, she read of
miracle and parable, now trembling almost under the "Sermon on the
Mount," now tearful under the tender story of the prodigal, the
feeling came in upon her soul like the rising tide, "This was not mere
man."
Then, with an awe she had never felt before, she followed him to
Gethsemane, to the High Priest's palace, to Pilate's judgment-hall,
and thence to Golgotha, and it seemed to her one long "Via Dolorosa."
With white lips she murmured, with the centurion, "Truly this man was
the Son of God."
She was reading the wonderful story for the first time in its true
connection, and the Spirit of God was her guide and teacher. When she
came to Mary "weeping without at the sepulchre," her own eyes were
streaming, and it seemed as if she were weeping there herself.
But when Jesus said, in a tone perhaps never heard before or since in
this world, "Mary," it seemed that to herself He was speaking, and her
heart responded, "Rabboni--Master."
She started up and paced the little room, thrilling with excitement.
"How blind I have been!" she exclaimed--"how utterly blind! Here I
have been struggling alone all these weary weeks, with scarcely hope
for this world and none for the next, when I might have had _such_ a
friend and helper all the time. Can I be deceived? Can this sweet way
of light out of our thick darkness be a delusion?"
She went to where her little Bible lay open at the passage, "Come unto
me," and bowing her head upon it, pleaded as simply and sincerely as
the Syro-Phoenician mother pleaded for her child in the very presence
of the human Saviour--
"O Jesus, I am heavily laden. I labor under burdens greater than I can
bear. Divine Saviour, help me."
In answer she expected some vague exaltation of soul, of an exquisite
sense of peace, as the burden was rolled away.
There was nothing of the kind, but only an impulse to go to Laura. She
was deeply disappointed. She seemed to have climbed such a lofty
height that she might almost look into heaven and confirm her faith
forever, and only a simple earthly duty was revealed to her. Her
excited mind, that had been expanding with the divinest mysteries, was
reacting into quietness, and the impression was so strong that she
must go to Laura, that she thought her sister had been calling her,
and she, in her intense preoccupation, had heard her as in a dream.
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