"Thank heaven!" she said, "I know of one more true man in the world,
if he is a strange one. How different he is from what I thought! I
don't believe there's another in this place who could have written
such a letter. What would a New York society man, whose compliments
are as extravagant as meaningless, think of it? Truly he doesn't know
the world, and isn't like it. I supposed him an awkward, eccentric
young countryman, that, from his very verdancy, would be difficult to
manage, and he writes to me like a knight of olden time, only such
language seems Quixotic in our day. The foolish fellow, to idealize
poor, despised, faulty Edith Allen into one of the grand heroines of
his interminable romances, and that after seeing me hoe my garden like
a Dutch woman. If I wasn't so sad and he so earnest, I could laugh
till my sides ached. There never was a more matter-of-fact creature
than I am, and yet here am I enveloped in a halo of impossible virtues
and graces. If I were what he thinks me, I shouldn't know myself.
Well, well, I must treat him somewhat like a boy, for such he really
is, ignorant of himself and all the world. When he comes to know me
better, the Edith of his imagination will vanish like his other
shadows, and he will have another revelation that I am an ordinary,
flesh-and-blood girl."
With deepening color she continued: "So it was he who lifted me up
that night. Well, I am glad it was one who pitied me, and not some
coarse, unfeeling man. It seems strange how circumstances have brought
him who shuns and is shunned by all, into such a queer relationship to
me. But heaven forbid that I should give him lessons as to the
selfish, matter-of-fact world. He will outgrow his morbidness and
romantic chivalry with the certainty of years, and seeing more of me
will banish his absurd delusions in regard to me. I need his
friendship and help--indeed it seems as if they were sent to me. It
can do him no harm, and it may give me a chance to do him good. If any
man ever needed a sensible friend, he does."
Therefore Edith wrote him--
"It is very kind of you to offer friendship and help to one situated
like myself, and I gratefully grant what you rather oddly call 'a
favor.' At the same time, if you ever find such friendliness a pain or
trouble to you in any way, I shall in no degree blame you for
withdrawing it."
The "friendship" and "friendliness" were underscored, thus delicately
hinting that this must be the only relation.
"There," she said, "all his chains will now be of his own forging, and
I shall soon demolish the paragon he is dreaming over."
She laid both letters aside, and took down her Bible with a little
sigh of satisfaction.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account