of my own fancy--I was living when you came that rainy night. As I
learned to know you somewhat, you seemed a beautiful revelation to me.
I did not think there was such a woman in existence. My shadows
vanished before you. With you living in the present, my dreams of the
past ceased. I could not prevent your image from entering my lonely,
empty heart, and taking its vacant throne, as if by divine right. How
could I? How can I drive you forth now, when my whole being is
enslaved?
"But forgive me. Though thought and feeling are beyond control,
outward action is not. I hope never to lose a mastering grasp on the
rein of deeds and words; and though I cannot understand how the
feeling I have frankly avowed can ever change, I will try never, by
look or sign, to pain you with it again.
"And yet, with a diffidence and fear equalled only by my sincerity and
earnestness, I would venture to ask one great favor. You said this
morning that you already had too much to struggle against. The future
has its possibilities of further trouble and danger.
"Will you not let me be your humble, faithful friend, serving you
loyally, devotedly, yet unobtrusively, and with all the delicate
regard for your position which I am capable of showing, assured that
I will gratefully accept any hints when I am wrong or presumptuous?
I would gladly serve you with your knowledge and consent. But serve
you I must. I vowed it the night I lifted your unconscious form from
the wharf, and gave you into Mrs. Groody's care. There need be no
reply. You have only to treat me not as an utter stranger when we next
meet. You have only to give me the joy of doing something for you when
opportunity offers.
"ARDEN LACEY."
Edith's eyes filled with tears before she finished this most
unexpected epistle. Though rather quaint and stately in its diction,
the passion of a true, strong nature so permeated it all, that the
coldest and shallowest would have been moved. And yet a half-smile
played upon her face at the same time, like sunlight on drops of rain.
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