She was conscious of riding in something hard over the stony street,
for the jolting hurt her cruelly. She was conscious of the sound of
water, for she tried to throw herself into it, that it might cool her
fever. She was conscious of reaching some place, and then she felt as
if she had no rest for many days, and yet was not awake. But through
it all she kept her hand closed on her father's gift. At times it
seemed to her that some one was trying to take it off, but she
instinctively struggled and cried out, and the hand was withdrawn.
At last one night she seemed to wake and come to herself. She opened
her eyes and looked timidly around the dim ward. All was strange and
unaccountable. She feared that she was in another world. But as she
raised her hand to her head, as if to clear away the mist of
uncertainty, a sparkle from the diamond caught her eye. For a long
time she stared vacantly at it, with the weak, vague feeling that in
some sense it might be a clew. Its faint lustre was like the glimmer
of a star through a rift in the clouds to a lost traveller. Its
familiar light and position remind him of home, and by its ray he
guesses in what direction to move; so the crystallized light upon her
finger threw its faint glimmer into the past, and by its help Zell's
weak mind groped its way down from the hour it was given to the moment
when she became partially unconscious in Van Dam's apartments. But the
word smallpox was burned into her brain, and she surmised that she was
in a hospital.
At last a woman passed. Zell feebly called her.
"What do you want?" said a rather gruff voice.
"I want to write a letter."
"You can't. It's against the rules."
"I must," pleaded Zell. "Oh, as you are a woman, and hope in God's
mercy, don't refuse me."
"Can't break the rules," said the woman, and she was about to pass on.
"Stop!" said Zell, in a whisper. "See there," and she flashed the
diamond upon her. "I'll give you that if you'll promise before God to
send a letter for me. It would take you many months to earn the value
of that."
The woman was a part of the city government, so she acted
characteristically. She brought Zell writing materials and a bit of
candle, saying:
"Be quick!"
With her poor, stiff, diseased hand, Zell wrote:
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