"On some such day we shall all be turned into the street. You could
save us, you could save yourself, by taking a kind, rich man for your
lawful husband; but you won't."
Then Satan, who is always on hand when we are weakest, quoted
Scripture to Edith as he had done once before. The words flashed into
her mind, "He saved others, himself he cannot save."
In a wild moment of mingled enthusiasm and desperation, she sprang up
before her mother, and said:
"If I can't pay the interest of the mortgage--if I can't take care of
you all by some kind of work, I will marry him. But if you have a
spark of love for me, save, economize, try to think of some other
way."
Mrs. Allen smiled triumphantly, and tried in her gratitude to embrace
her daughter, saying: "A kind husband will soon lift all burdens off
your shoulders." The burden on the heart Mrs. Allen did not
understand, but Edith fled from her to her own room.
In a little while her excitement and enthusiasm died away, and life
began to look gaunt and bare. Even her Saviour's face seemed hidden,
and she only saw an ugly spectre in the future--Simon Crowl.
In vain she repeated to herself, "He sacrificed Himself for others--so
will I." The nature that He had given her revolted at it all, and
though she could not understand it, she began to find a jarring
discord between herself and all things.
Mrs. Allen told Mr. Crowl of her success, and he looked upon things as
settled. He came to the house quite often, but did not stay long or
assume any familiarity with Edith. He was a wary old spider; and under
Mrs. Allen's hints, behaved and looked very respectably. He certainly
did the best he could not to appear hideous to Edith, and though she
was very cold, she compelled herself to treat him civilly.
Perhaps many might have considered Edith's chance a very good one; but
with an almost desperate energy she set her mind at work to find some
other way out of her painful straits. Everything, however, seemed
against her. Mr. McTrump was sick with inflammatory rheumatism. Mrs.
Groody was away, and would not be back till the last of May. On
account of Arden she could not speak to Mrs. Lacey. She tried in vain
to get work, but at that season there was nothing in Pushton which she
could do. Farmers were beginning to get out a little on their wet
lands, and various out-of-door activities to revive after the winter
stagnation. Moreover, money was very scarce at that season of the
year. She at last turned to the garden as her only resource. She
realized that she had scarcely money enough to carry them through May.
Could she get returns from her garden in time? Could it be made to
yield enough to support them? With an almost desperate energy she
worked in it whenever the weather permitted through April, and kept
Hannibal at it also. Indeed, she had little mercy on the old man, and
he wondered at her. One day he ventured:
"Miss Edie, you jes done kill us both," but his wonder increased as
she muttered:
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