What Will He Do with It? — Volume 10Lytton, Edward Bulwer Lytton, Baron
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What Will He Do with It? — Volume 10
Lytton, Edward Bulwer Lytton, Baron
English fiction -- 19th century
"What! would it then be no joy to know that your line did not close with
yourself--that your child might--"
"Cease, madam, cease--it matters not to a man nor to a race when it
perish, so that it perish at last with honour. Who would have either
himself or his lineage live on into a day when the escutcheon is blotted
and the name disgraced? No; if that be Matilda's child, tell me, and I
will bear, as man may do, the last calamity which the will of Heaven may
inflict. If, as I have all reason to think, the tale be an imposture,
speak and give me the sole comfort to which I would cling amidst the ruin
of all other hopes."
"Verily," said Arabella, with a kind of musing wonder in the tone of her
softened voice; "verily, has a man's heart the same throb and fibre as a
woman's? Had I a child like that blue-eyed wanderer with the frail form
needing protection, and the brave spirit that ennobles softness, what
would be my pride! my bliss! Talk of shame--disgrace! Fie--fie--the
more the evil of others darkened one so innocent, the more cause to love
and shelter her. But--I--am childless! Shall I tell you that the
offence which lies heaviest on my conscience has been my cruelty to that
girl? She was given an infant to my care. I saw in her the daughter of
that false, false, mean, deceiving friend, who had taken my confidence,
and bought, with her supposed heritage, the man sworn by all oaths to me.
I saw in her, too, your descendant, your rightful heiress. I rejoiced in
a revenge on your daughter and yourself. Think not I would have foisted
her on your notice! No. I would have kept her without culture, without
consciousness of a higher lot; and when I gave her up to her grandsire,
the convict, it was a triumph to think that Matilda's child would be an
outcast. Terrible thought! but I was mad then. But that poor convict
whom you, in your worldly arrogance, so loftily despise--he took to his
breast what was flung away as a worthless weed. And if the flower
keep the promise of the bud, never flower so fair bloomed from your
vaunted stem! And yet you would bless me if I said, 'Pass on, childless
man; she is nothing to you!'"
"Madam, let us not argue. As you yourself justly imply, man's heart and
woman's must each know throbs that never are, and never should be,
familiar to the other. I repeat my question, and again I implore your
answer."
"I cannot answer for certain; and I am fearful of answering at all, lest
on a point so important I should mislead you. Matilda's child? Jasper
affirmed it to me. His father believed him--I believed him. I never had
the shadow of a doubt till--"
"Till what? For Heaven's sake speak."
"Till about five years ago, or somewhat more, I saw a letter from
Gabrielle Desmarets, and--"
"Ah! which made you suspect, as I do, that the child is Gabrielle
Desmaret's daughter."
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