It was a very severe attack, and it was a week before Johnny dressed and
tottered feebly across the floor. Another week, the doctor said, and he
would be fit to return to work. The foreman of the loom room visited him
on Sunday afternoon, the first day of his convalescence. The best weaver
in the room, the foreman told his mother. His job would be held for him.
He could come back to work a week from Monday.
“Why don't you thank 'im, Johnny?” his mother asked anxiously.
“He's ben that sick he ain't himself yet,” she explained apologetically
to the visitor.
Johnny sat hunched up and gazing steadfastly at the floor. He sat in the
same position long after the foreman had gone. It was warm outdoors,
and he sat on the stoop in the afternoon. Sometimes his lips moved. He
seemed lost in endless calculations.
Next morning, after the day grew warm, he took his seat on the stoop. He
had pencil and paper this time with which to continue his calculations,
and he calculated painfully and amazingly.
“What comes after millions?” he asked at noon, when Will came home from
school. “An' how d'ye work 'em?”
That afternoon finished his task. Each day, but without paper and
pencil, he returned to the stoop. He was greatly absorbed in the one
tree that grew across the street. He studied it for hours at a time, and
was unusually interested when the wind swayed its branches and fluttered
its leaves. Throughout the week he seemed lost in a great communion
with himself. On Sunday, sitting on the stoop, he laughed aloud, several
times, to the perturbation of his mother, who had not heard him laugh
for years.
Next morning, in the early darkness, she came to his bed to rouse him.
He had had his fill of sleep all the week, and awoke easily. He made no
struggle, nor did he attempt to hold on to the bedding when she stripped
it from him. He lay quietly, and spoke quietly.
“It ain't no use, ma.”
“You'll be late,” she said, under the impression that he was still
stupid with sleep.
“I'm awake, ma, an' I tell you it ain't no use. You might as well lemme
alone. I ain't goin' to git up.”
“But you'll lose your job!” she cried.
“I ain't goin' to git up,” he repeated in a strange, passionless voice.
She did not go to work herself that morning. This was sickness
beyond any sickness she had ever known. Fever and delirium she could
understand; but this was insanity. She pulled the bedding up over him
and sent Jennie for the doctor.
When that person arrived, Johnny was sleeping gently, and gently he
awoke and allowed his pulse to be taken.
“Nothing the matter with him,” the doctor reported. “Badly debilitated,
that's all. Not much meat on his bones.”
“He's always been that way,” his mother volunteered.
“Now go 'way, ma, an' let me finish my snooze.”
Johnny spoke sweetly and placidly, and sweetly and placidly he rolled
over on his side and went to sleep.
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