England -- Fiction; France -- Fiction; Short stories, English
I longed for a great fire that evening, and failing one, tired myself
by tramping unknown streets of the East-end, striving to teach myself
that any trouble to-morrow might bring was but a shadow, a sentiment,
a thing not to be mentioned in the same breath with the want and toil
of which I caught glimpses up each street and lane that opened to
right and left. In the main, of course, I failed: but the effort did
me good, sending me home tired out, to sleep as soundly as if I were
going to be hanged next day, and not--which is a very different
thing--to be put upon my trial.
"I will tell Miss Guest you are here, sir," the man said. I looked at
all the little things in the room which I had come to know well--her
workbasket, the music upon the piano, the table-easel, her
photograph--and wondered if I were to see them no more, or if they
were to become a part of my every-day life. Then I heard her come in,
and turned quickly, feeling that I should learn my fate from her
greeting.
"Bab!" The word was rung from me perforce. And then we stood and
looked at one another, she with a strange pride and defiance in her
eyes, though her cheek was dark with blushes, and I with wonder and
perplexity in mine,--wonder and perplexity that quickly grew into a
conviction, a certainty that the girl standing before me in the
short-skirted brown dress with tangled hair and loose neck-ribbon was
the Bab I had known in Norway; and yet that the eyes--I could not
mistake them now, no matter what unaccustomed look they might
wear--were Barbara Guest's!
"Miss Guest--Barbara," I stammered, grappling with the truth, "why
have you played this trick upon me?"
"It is Miss Guest and Barbara now," she cried, with a mocking
courtesy. "Do you remember, Mr. Herapath, when it was Bab? When you
treated me as a kind of toy, and a plaything, with which you might be
as intimate as you liked; and hurt my feelings--yes, it is weak to
confess it, I know--day by day, and hour by hour?"
"But surely, that is forgiven now?" I said, dazed by an attack so
sudden and so bitter. "It is atonement enough that I am at your feet
now, Barbara!"
"You are not," she retorted hotly. "Don't say you have offered love to
me, who am the same with the child you teased at Breistolen. You have
fallen in love with my fine clothes, and my pearls and my maid's work,
not with me. You have fancied the girl you saw other men make much of.
But you have not loved the woman who might have prized that which Miss
Guest has never learned to value."
"How old are you?" I said, hoarsely.
"Nineteen!" she snapped out. And then for a moment we were both
silent.
"I begin to understand now," I answered slowly as soon as I could
conquer something in my throat. "Long ago when I hardly knew you, I
hurt your woman's pride; and since that you have plotted----"
"No, you have tricked yourself!"
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