When shadows dieSouthworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
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When shadows die
Southworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
American fiction -- 19th century
“There was something in his look and tone that seemed to force truth and
despair into my soul. Had my marriage ceremony been unlawful,
notwithstanding Anglesea’s pretended carefulness? Or what had happened?
How had I been betrayed? I struggled not to believe him—not to question
him; but I could not help doing both.
“‘Why do you say such—such——’ I had no word strong enough to utter my
thought.
“He answered me as if I had done so:
“‘Because I must, Elfrida. I came to Geneva for that purpose. I came
from Saviola, charged with a message to you.’ He ceased.
“‘Go on,’ I said. ‘Go on,’ I was at that moment almost insane. It took
all my power of self-control to keep still.
“‘I met him in Paris two weeks ago. He told me that he was on the eve of
marriage with Mademoiselle de la Villemonte, daughter of the Duc de la
Villemonte; that he had not the courage to write and break his
connection with you, especially as such writing would be dangerous. It
might bring you on to Paris to try to prevent it, which would be
awkward. So, he prayed me to take his farewell message to you. I will
not insult you, Elfrida, by giving his message.’
“‘Yes! Give it! Do not spare me!’ I cried out in my agony.
“‘Then it was to the effect that he was obliged by circumstances to part
with you, but that as soon as he could command the fortune he was to
receive with Mademoiselle de la Villemonte, he would make a suitable
provision for you and your child.’
“‘You heard him say that? You, my brother’s friend! And you did not slay
him on the spot!’ I cried, with all my blood on fire.
“‘My dear Elfrida, my scorn, contempt and indignation might have led me
to knock the villain down and trample him to death. But, my child, we
are all living in civilized Europe and in the nineteenth century, and
our education teaches us to subdue the wild beast that is within us.
Besides, I had you to think of. If I should slay Saviola and be cast
into prison, who would take care of you? Your father and brother, even
your old pastor and doctor, were away in the Canaries, and you had not a
friend in the world near you.’
“‘And I have not now!’ I cried, in bitter despair.
“‘Do not say that, Elfrida. I lay my life at your feet!’
“‘No more of that! Your every word insults me! And you could come here
with a false face and let me write to that man and never tell me what
you have only told me now!’
“‘My dear Elfrida! Could I burst upon you suddenly with news that, for
aught I then knew, might have killed you on the spot, or maddened you
for life? No, none but a brute could have done so. I had to feel my way;
to lead you slowly up to the truth; to strengthen you to bear it. That
is why I allowed you to write to Saviola and to wait for a letter from
him. That is why I watched your every tone and look. While doing so I
perceived that your happiness did not depend on your union with
Saviola.’
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