When shadows dieSouthworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
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When shadows die
Southworth, Emma Dorothy Eliza Nevitte
American fiction -- 19th century
“The next day we all returned to Berne in company—you, at my father’s
invitation, taking a seat in our carriage.
“At the Bernerhof Hotel we stopped but one night. There you found and
presented your letter—to prove that you were no impostor, you said. You
joined our company and traveled where we traveled, and stopped where we
stopped.
“Why should I repeat this to you, you know it already?
“Only because it is a visible link in the chain of our destiny.
“That long summer, Abel, we spent together! That long summer, every day
of which drew our hearts nearer and nearer! Even my father, who was ever
most reserved to all but oldest friends and nearest kin, came to love
you like a son.
“I—feeling then, for the first time, all the bitter significance of my
own antecedents—resisted the sweet influence that was flowing into my
soul, yet—resisted it in vain!
“You know how silently our love grew, during those delightful weeks and
months we lived and traveled together.
“I knew then, though we might never marry in this world, even as I know
now—though this confession may part us for this earth—that we are mates
for all eternity.
“There came a day, at last, when we were all in the ancient city of
Grenada, that you went to my father and asked his consent to win me for
your wife. He told you that he would have a talk with me first, and then
give you an answer.
“My father came to me and told me all that had passed between himself
and you, and of your proposal for my hand, and he asked me how I felt
disposed toward ‘Mr. Force.’
“Oh! the bitter sweet of that moment.
“I told my father I felt so well disposed toward you, that but for my
past calamity and its living evidence I should accept your hand.
“Oh, Abel! my answer did not express the hundredth part of the love, the
joy and the sorrow that strove in my heart at the time; but I had to
control myself and speak quietly, almost indifferently, in the presence
of my father.
“He replied by assuring me that he should approve my marriage with Mr.
Force; that as for my calamity, it was no crime, no fault of mine, but
the result of circumstances—that I was so perfectly and unquestionably
innocent that I might tell the whole story to Mr. Force without losing a
degree of his love and esteem.
“At that I became very much alarmed. I declared to my father that I
should die on the spot if ever my suitor should be told the story of my
humiliation; for under such circumstances I could not look him in the
face and live.
“My father attempted to argue with me, to call me morbid, my thoughts
and feelings extravagant, exaggerated; but the violence of my agitation
bore him down and silenced him at last.
“‘What am I to say to Force?’ he inquired.
“‘Tell him anything you like—except the story of my fall—or that I can
accept his suit.’
“‘You refuse him, then?’
“‘I must.’
“My father left me.
“I kept my room the whole of that day.
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