When the Birds Begin to SingGraham, Winifred (Matilda Winifred Muriel)
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When the Birds Begin to Sing
Graham, Winifred (Matilda Winifred Muriel)
English fiction -- 19th century
Eleanor realises how the shock of Philip's order has been the
death-blow to her good resolves. A sudden hatred of her husband leaps
into her heart and brain, choking her.
"A little confidence, a little love," she murmurs. "They are small
things to ask at Philip's hands, yet he holds them from me in his cold
reserve and suspicious dread."
Her eyes are dry and bright, her throat is parched, her forehead burns.
What will Carol think? Carol will be sorry, but not angry; Carol is
always kind, considerate, forgiving. The dangerous fascination of
imagination steals over her. Carol is at her side in a waking dream,
but the scene is very different to the one she had contemplated. She
fancies he is kneeling as once before by the same sofa, murmuring again
those wild, impassioned words. She bends to grasp his hands and raise
him from the grovelling adoration to her own level. They are just a
man and woman--soul to soul, clay; ah! yes, of the earth earthly.
She breaks into a low laugh which ripples round the room, and seems to
die away in something like a sob.
What is this rising tumult in her heart?
She cannot analyse her mood, it seems as if a certain knowledge has
broken in like a flood of light upon her dim reason.
"Who can prevent me loving him, who can hold me back if I will it, if I
choose?"
The door re-opens. Sarah enters with one of Mrs. Mounteagle's little
scented notes upon a salver.
DEAREST ELEANOR,--If you are in, just toddle round to tea like a
darling. I have some delicious toasted buns, and I want you to come
and eat them. Don't put on gloves.
Your all impatient,
GIDDY.
It is intolerable sitting in alone, fuming over her wrongs and acting a
drama with her imagination. Philip detests Giddy. She will pay him
out and go.
Glad of anything to divert the current of her thoughts, she snatches up
a small fur cap in the hall, which rests becomingly on Eleanor's wealth
of waving hair. Flinging a long red cloak around her, she slips out of
the house, and rings at the widow's door.
"I hope she is alone. I don't feel in the mood to compass Bertie's
inane conversation," thinks Mrs. Roche as the flaxen maid shows her in.
The twilight has gathered, but there is no lamp, as Giddy rustles
forward in a lavender tea-gown to greet Eleanor.
"You are a very bad child," she says holding up her finger, "but we've
found you out, and shown you up most shockingly. What right have you
to break hearts, as if they were only _bric-a-brac_, and say 'Not at
home' when you were probably gourmandising over the huge Buzzard cake
we ordered in town?"
Eleanor cannot speak, for Carol Quinton rises, and looks reproachfully
into her eyes. She feels like a hunted stag, and yet she is
glad--relieved.
"There! now you are in a hole," continues Giddy, laughing, "with no
time to invent a plausible excuse. But come and sit down and ask
forgiveness. I dare say Carol will get over it."
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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