When the birds fly southCoblentz, Stanton A. (Stanton Arthur)
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When the birds fly south
Coblentz, Stanton A. (Stanton Arthur)
Afghanistan -- Fiction; Fantasy fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
Yet scarcely less disturbing than her mental inertia was the actual
bodily cold she felt. She was always shivering, and not seldom when
I took the little hands in mine I found them icy. The heavy goatskin
robes, which I stripped from my own back and piled about her, seemed
without effect; she still shivered, as though the very blood in her
veins were chilled. And she hardly seemed to care whether or not she
was cold, and, except for my little attentions, might have suffered
perpetually. Reluctantly I told myself that she was leading a life for
which nature had not fitted her; that she would have done better to
join her tribesmen in their migration.
And there came a time when, ironically, I began to wish that she could
follow her tribesmen. Alarm was springing up full-fledged in my heart,
and I wondered whether her absence could be half so sad as the change
that had come over her; whether it would not be far better to lose her
for half the year and receive her back, buoyant and happy, along with
the first spring flowers. For days I pondered, in dreadful agony of
mind; and at last, seeing her growing even more melancholy and more
detached, I decided to advise the very step I had once forbidden.
Shall I ever forget the time when I mentioned this most painful
subject? ... forget the hurt look in her eyes, the mute reproach? It
was on a December evening, when dusk had already engulfed the world,
and the wind went soughing by with a distressing monotone, and the
wolves on unseen mountain slopes matched the gale in the monody of
their wailing. All afternoon I had been noticing how like a languishing
flower Yasma looked, with her pale cheeks and drooping eyes; and
terror had come upon me, the terror of things I dared not express.
Even now I could not suggest Yasma's departure without the pangs of
self-sacrifice; but when I saw her huddled in a corner, a pitiable
figure that scarcely took note of the leaping firelight and that
responded in silence to my caresses, I felt that I had no longer any
choice, and hesitatingly proposed the solution that betokened my defeat.
"Yasma," said I, gently, coming to her and taking her hand, "what are
you so sad about? Are you still sorry I would not let you go away?"
She turned about slowly, and looked at me with big eyes full of sorrow.
"Why do you ask?" she questioned, with none of her old animation. "Why
do you ask what you already know?"
"I do not know," I said, quite truthfully, "why you should be so
unhappy, Yasma. But it is certain that you are unhappy, and that is all
that counts. It hurts me deeply to see you so, and I think that I have
been very, very wrong. I cannot adapt your nature to my own, and it was
foolish to try. So I want you to forget everything I said before; I am
willing for you to go away if you like, and join your kinsmen until the
green leaves are once more on the trees."
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