When the birds fly southCoblentz, Stanton A. (Stanton Arthur)
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When the birds fly south
Coblentz, Stanton A. (Stanton Arthur)
Afghanistan -- Fiction; Fantasy fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
For a moment she stared at me as if she did not quite comprehend. Then
a wistful light came into her eyes, to smolder away in a sad glow, as
of one who knows she desires in vain. But there was just a trace of
the old energy in her voice as she replied, with words that burned like
a rebuke, "Why do you tell me this now? Why did you not tell me before,
when the red leaves were still on the trees and the birds were still
flying south?"
"I should have told you before," I pleaded, abjectly. "I should have
told you. Forgive me, my darling, I did not understand. But is there
not time even now? Think, it will be whole long months yet before the
spring breezes blow!"
"It is too late!" she sighed. "Too late! I could not go now. It is too
cold. I would not know the way. The last bird has flown south. It is
too late!"
In her tones there was such finality that I knew it would be futile to
protest.
For minutes I stood there before her in silence, burdened with a
sadness that equalled her own, face to face with a certainty I
had never contemplated before. Perhaps, in that first moment of
realization, I did not sufficiently conceal my forebodings, for in the
end I felt a gentle hand tugging at mine, and looked down to see a
wanly smiling face peering at me with pathetic kindliness and sympathy.
And for a moment I enveloped Yasma's frail figure in an embrace of such
fury as I had seldom bestowed.
But her form, at first rigid, quickly grew limp in my clasp; and, with
renewed apprehensions, I released her.
For a few seconds she turned from me to stare into the dwindling fire;
then her whole body was shaken by a spasmodic twinge, like an electric
shock. And facing me again, she murmured, sorrowfully, "It is too late,
my beloved, too late. But do not be sad. It is no one's fault. You
could not be different if you wished, and I could not be. And one of us
must suffer the cost."
"Do not say that, Yasma!" I protested, in rising alarm. "What cost can
there be?"
"Yulada alone can answer," she returned, calmly but in tones of
certainty. "But better that it should be I--"
"No, no!" I interrupted, furiously. "It is I that should suffer--I--"
But my sentence was never finished. Yasma had again turned aside, her
whole form suddenly convulsive. It was long before I could comfort
her; and late into that dismal night, while the wind clamored even
more frantically without and the fire within sank untended to a smoky
glow, I hovered despairingly at her side, warming the chilly hands,
coaxing and caressing and pleading, murmuring reassuring words I could
not feel, and all the while disconsolate because she seemed beyond the
power of my consolation.
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