Mexico -- History -- Revolution, 1910-1920 -- Fiction
"He tried to spit on us. Did you see his lips?" asked Raul, resenting
the scene, feeling he would never be able to forget it.
"Ssst, Raul. It's bad enough."
"It won't be bad for our people."
"I know ... I know," said Gabriel.
"Tomorrow our people will have grain."
"Tomorrow, yes ... tomorrow," said Gabriel. He brushed flies from his
bald spot and scanned the sky, his gold rims twinkling. "It has gotten
cloudy. It may rain. The corn needs rain. I must go, Raul. I must
talk to others."
Walking away, he felt for the small bronze cross he wore on a neck
chain. The cross was buried in the hairs of his throat. He prayed as
he walked, fingers enclosing the metal. He prayed for the hacienda
people; he asked help for the old man; wisdom for Raul; let good come
of this transition, no additional anguish.
In his room, the door closed, a candle lit, he knelt on the bare tiles
before the mountain crucifix: as he knelt, a lovely bone figurine
appeared on the barren wood: the figure had hung in his mother's house
in Padua, very old, very yellow, very fragile. A women knelt beside
him, in this illusion, wrapped in a threadbare shawl. It was cloudy
and sultry and the Italian light filmed the room; the woman was
speaking.
Strange he could not recall her face, only the form, wrapped in blue
cloth. The sound of her voice was also lost.
"Mother," he said aloud; then he pushed aside his longing for Italy and
his home and family and began to pray:
"Jesus, help us. We are many here. Bless us with a special mercy.
Take us to your sacred heart; we are your children ... the haciendas
are headed for troubled times. Help us to be decent to one another."
4
Sitting in his living room, Raul tried to rationalize his own actions.
It still seemed illogical he had waited so long before assuming
authority. Slouched in a red plush chair, he regarded his son, writing
at the desk, doing an assignment given him by his school. Vicente
would return to his school in Colima on Monday. A brass candlestick,
holding five candles, burned beside the boy; the back of his blond head
was toward Raul. Raul listened to the scratch of pencil on paper. Now
and then Vicente sighed. He was ten, attractive, sweet-mannered,
bright, and kind. He said he wanted to become a priest--"like Father
Gabriel." Raul hoped he would change his mind and administer Petaca
someday. How quiet Vicente had become since Raul had taken over the
hacienda! It was as if he understood the gravity of the changes; the
responsibilities. Yesterday at breakfast, Chavela had spouted, as she
served: "Is it true? What will happen? Is that why Don Fernando won't
eat? You know he won't eat anything at all. Why, he won't talk to me!"
Vicente had dug impulsively at his sliced pineapple. "You leave things
to Papa," he had said.
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