"I had that coming. I've got a lot coming, only the resentment for his
drinking, the way he's tried to own me, keeps coming out and I want to
hurt him. I know it isn't right, but it's what I do and I want to stop
doing it. He's worried, and it comes out with what he says and what he
does, and so I fight him. He thinks if he doesn't find this gem, he's
going to lose me."
"Isn't he?" Caine asked, his eyes thin.
"No," she said quietly. "I'm frightened of him and I feel alone with
him. But I won't leave him."
"Like I told you," Caine said, "I'm just a hired man. What my customers
think or do between themselves is none of my business."
"You're not that cold," she said, looking into his eyes.
"I'm that cold."
She shook her head stubbornly. "Be kind to me. You can. For just this
one moment, when I'm not alone or afraid, when there's just this one
moment before tomorrow--when it starts all over again."
Caine didn't answer, but he relaxed in his chair slightly and leaned
back.
She smiled at him and it was a warm simple smile with all the hardness
and sarcasm erased. "Would you have one drink with me? One small drink
to seal the night up, so maybe you won't remember me so badly, so maybe
you'll think I've got some heart and human feelings?"
Caine waited, watching her shiny eyes. "One drink," he said.
She smiled and stood up, returning to the side of the ship where
Fairchild had set up his portable bar. She poured two glasses, and
while Caine watched her, he noticed that in her straight, motionless
posture, the animal litheness had disappeared. She was very simple--and
naive-looking, and when she returned, he saw that the tears were still
wet on her face.
She handed him a glass, and she held her own in the air. "A trite
toast--here's to two people who met in the Venus night ... briefly."
"Two people," Caine repeated, lifting his own glass. The Scotch burned
down his throat.
She kneeled again and smiled at him. Caine noticed then that the music
was still beating into the night air, and that the black gown was still
very thin. He turned his glass up again, to hurry through the drink.
Even in her simplicity and tears he didn't trust himself.
The Scotch seemed to take hold of his blood and he could feel it racing
in his veins.
He lifted the glass a third time, and the hand that held it seemed
suddenly detached from his own movement. A singing began in his head
and then disappeared, and when he looked at her, the smiling lips were
redder and the shining teeth were whiter. The music pulsated in his
head, seeming to beat against his brain.
"What...?" he began, and his voice was thick. He shook his head and
looked at his glass. It fell out of his hand.
"A little witch's potion," she said, rising. "Something from the
Martian cauldron. Quick and oh, so effective."
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