She was idling in a hammock in the patio of the house that she
occupied, half awake, half happily dreaming of the paradise that she
and Merriam had created out of the wrecks of their pasts. She was
content now for the horizon of that shimmering sea to be the horizon of
her life. They had shut out the world and closed the door.
Merriam was coming to her house at seven, after his dinner at the
hotel. She would put on a white dress and an apricot-coloured lace
mantilla, and they would walk an hour under the cocoanut palms by the
lagoon. She smiled contentedly, and chose a paper at random from the
roll the boy had brought.
At first the words of a certain headline of a Sunday newspaper meant
nothing to her; they conveyed only a visualized sense of familiarity.
The largest type ran thus: “Lloyd B. Conant secures divorce.” And then
the subheadings: “Well-known Saint Louis paint manufacturer wins suit,
pleading one year’s absence of wife.” “Her mysterious disappearance
recalled.” “Nothing has been heard of her since.”
Twisting herself quickly out of the hammock, Mrs. Conant’s eye soon
traversed the half-column of the “Recall.” It ended thus: “It will be
remembered that Mrs. Conant disappeared one evening in March of last
year. It was freely rumoured that her marriage with Lloyd B. Conant
resulted in much unhappiness. Stories were not wanting to the effect
that his cruelty toward his wife had more than once taken the form of
physical abuse. After her departure a full bottle of tincture of
aconite, a deadly poison, was found in a small medicine cabinet in her
bedroom. This might have been an indication that she meditated suicide.
It is supposed that she abandoned such an intention if she possessed
it, and left her home instead.”
Mrs. Conant slowly dropped the paper, and sat on a chair, clasping her
hands tightly.
“Let me think—O God!—let me think,” she whispered. “I took the bottle
with me . . . I threw it out of the window of the train . . . I— . . .
there was another bottle in the cabinet . . . there were two, side by
side—the aconite—and the valerian that I took when I could not sleep .
. . If they found the aconite bottle full, why—but, he is alive, of
course—I gave him only a harmless dose of valerian . . . I am not a
murderess in fact . . . Ralph, I—O God, don’t let this be a dream!”
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