At first suspicious and hostile, White Fang grew to like this petting.
But there was one thing that he never outgrew—his growling. Growl he
would, from the moment the petting began till it ended. But it was a
growl with a new note in it. A stranger could not hear this note, and
to such a stranger the growling of White Fang was an exhibition of
primordial savagery, nerve-racking and blood-curdling. But White Fang’s
throat had become harsh-fibred from the making of ferocious sounds
through the many years since his first little rasp of anger in the lair
of his cubhood, and he could not soften the sounds of that throat now
to express the gentleness he felt. Nevertheless, Weedon Scott’s ear and
sympathy were fine enough to catch the new note all but drowned in the
fierceness—the note that was the faintest hint of a croon of content
and that none but he could hear.
As the days went by, the evolution of _like_ into _love_ was
accelerated. White Fang himself began to grow aware of it, though in
his consciousness he knew not what love was. It manifested itself to
him as a void in his being—a hungry, aching, yearning void that
clamoured to be filled. It was a pain and an unrest; and it received
easement only by the touch of the new god’s presence. At such times
love was joy to him, a wild, keen-thrilling satisfaction. But when away
from his god, the pain and the unrest returned; the void in him sprang
up and pressed against him with its emptiness, and the hunger gnawed
and gnawed unceasingly.
White Fang was in the process of finding himself. In spite of the
maturity of his years and of the savage rigidity of the mould that had
formed him, his nature was undergoing an expansion. There was a
burgeoning within him of strange feelings and unwonted impulses. His
old code of conduct was changing. In the past he had liked comfort and
surcease from pain, disliked discomfort and pain, and he had adjusted
his actions accordingly. But now it was different. Because of this new
feeling within him, he ofttimes elected discomfort and pain for the
sake of his god. Thus, in the early morning, instead of roaming and
foraging, or lying in a sheltered nook, he would wait for hours on the
cheerless cabin-stoop for a sight of the god’s face. At night, when the
god returned home, White Fang would leave the warm sleeping-place he
had burrowed in the snow in order to receive the friendly snap of
fingers and the word of greeting. Meat, even meat itself, he would
forego to be with his god, to receive a caress from him or to accompany
him down into the town.
_Like_ had been replaced by _love_. And love was the plummet dropped
down into the deeps of him where like had never gone. And responsive
out of his deeps had come the new thing—love. That which was given unto
him did he return. This was a god indeed, a love-god, a warm and
radiant god, in whose light White Fang’s nature expanded as a flower
expands under the sun.
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