They made noises, and at first he was frightened at them. Then he
perceived that they were very little, and he became bolder. They moved.
He placed his paw on one, and its movements were accelerated. This was
a source of enjoyment to him. He smelled it. He picked it up in his
mouth. It struggled and tickled his tongue. At the same time he was
made aware of a sensation of hunger. His jaws closed together. There
was a crunching of fragile bones, and warm blood ran in his mouth. The
taste of it was good. This was meat, the same as his mother gave him,
only it was alive between his teeth and therefore better. So he ate the
ptarmigan. Nor did he stop till he had devoured the whole brood. Then
he licked his chops in quite the same way his mother did, and began to
crawl out of the bush.
He encountered a feathered whirlwind. He was confused and blinded by
the rush of it and the beat of angry wings. He hid his head between his
paws and yelped. The blows increased. The mother ptarmigan was in a
fury. Then he became angry. He rose up, snarling, striking out with his
paws. He sank his tiny teeth into one of the wings and pulled and
tugged sturdily. The ptarmigan struggled against him, showering blows
upon him with her free wing. It was his first battle. He was elated. He
forgot all about the unknown. He no longer was afraid of anything. He
was fighting, tearing at a live thing that was striking at him. Also,
this live thing was meat. The lust to kill was on him. He had just
destroyed little live things. He would now destroy a big live thing. He
was too busy and happy to know that he was happy. He was thrilling and
exulting in ways new to him and greater to him than any he had known
before.
He held on to the wing and growled between his tight-clenched teeth.
The ptarmigan dragged him out of the bush. When she turned and tried to
drag him back into the bush’s shelter, he pulled her away from it and
on into the open. And all the time she was making outcry and striking
with her free wing, while feathers were flying like a snow-fall. The
pitch to which he was aroused was tremendous. All the fighting blood of
his breed was up in him and surging through him. This was living,
though he did not know it. He was realising his own meaning in the
world; he was doing that for which he was made—killing meat and
battling to kill it. He was justifying his existence, than which life
can do no greater; for life achieves its summit when it does to the
uttermost that which it was equipped to do.
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