The cub’s shoulder was stiff and sore, and for some time he limped from
the terrible slash he had received. But the world now seemed changed.
He went about in it with greater confidence, with a feeling of prowess
that had not been his in the days before the battle with the lynx. He
had looked upon life in a more ferocious aspect; he had fought; he had
buried his teeth in the flesh of a foe; and he had survived. And
because of all this, he carried himself more boldly, with a touch of
defiance that was new in him. He was no longer afraid of minor things,
and much of his timidity had vanished, though the unknown never ceased
to press upon him with its mysteries and terrors, intangible and
ever-menacing.
He began to accompany his mother on the meat-trail, and he saw much of
the killing of meat and began to play his part in it. And in his own
dim way he learned the law of meat. There were two kinds of life—his
own kind and the other kind. His own kind included his mother and
himself. The other kind included all live things that moved. But the
other kind was divided. One portion was what his own kind killed and
ate. This portion was composed of the non-killers and the small
killers. The other portion killed and ate his own kind, or was killed
and eaten by his own kind. And out of this classification arose the
law. The aim of life was meat. Life itself was meat. Life lived on
life. There were the eaters and the eaten. The law was: EAT OR BE
EATEN. He did not formulate the law in clear, set terms and moralise
about it. He did not even think the law; he merely lived the law
without thinking about it at all.
He saw the law operating around him on every side. He had eaten the
ptarmigan chicks. The hawk had eaten the ptarmigan-mother. The hawk
would also have eaten him. Later, when he had grown more formidable, he
wanted to eat the hawk. He had eaten the lynx kitten. The lynx-mother
would have eaten him had she not herself been killed and eaten. And so
it went. The law was being lived about him by all live things, and he
himself was part and parcel of the law. He was a killer. His only food
was meat, live meat, that ran away swiftly before him, or flew into the
air, or climbed trees, or hid in the ground, or faced him and fought
with him, or turned the tables and ran after him.
Had the cub thought in man-fashion, he might have epitomised life as a
voracious appetite and the world as a place wherein ranged a multitude
of appetites, pursuing and being pursued, hunting and being hunted,
eating and being eaten, all in blindness and confusion, with violence
and disorder, a chaos of gluttony and slaughter, ruled over by chance,
merciless, planless, endless.
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