British -- Oceania -- Fiction; Missionaries -- Fiction
"Goodness gracious me! why does that herd-laddie stick in my brain so?"
A quite dispassionate dissector of the emotions and their origins might
have come to the conclusion that it was, after all, only a case of the
heart performing its natural function of feeding the brain. For the
heart is the life.
She laughed at herself; but the herd-laddie remained in her thoughts,
and one day, before she went south, she actually found herself sitting
on that very same piece of rock where she had sat ten years before, and
in imagination he sat on the adjacent rock, munching his thick oatcake
and broken pieces of cheese.
"What a greedy little pig I was!" she said to herself, as she sat
leaning forward with her chin in her hand. "But I don't believe he'd
have taken a bite from me, however much I'd wanted him to."
She looked at the slab where the windmill had been, and at the pool
where the gentleman had washed. He looked as if he had been
strenuously washing ever since. What a radiant face he had! It did
not come from much washing, she knew; but somehow the two things linked
themselves in her mind. It was the white fire inside that lit up the
outside: a real man--a man to trust infinitely--a man to----
She sat looking out over the mighty panorama of hills and lochs and
mountains opposite--"Gare Loch, Loch Goil, Loch Long, Ben Lomond, Ben
Ihme, The Cobbler, Holy Loch." She knew most of them still. How the
sight of them all brought him back to her! And, in all probability, he
would never see them again. "We are going among perilous peoples."
Well! he had done very wonderfully; he was fulfilling the highest
aspirations of his boyish heart.
And she? She was a lady, and very rich, as she had said she would be.
And she remembered the touch of scorn with which the herd-laddie had
said, "Yes, that's about all you can be, I suppose."
Close behind her the swift brown waters of the Cut hurried headlong to
the town--one long, unceasing blessing. "Men may come and men may go,
but we go on for ever," sang the bubbling waters against the rough rock
walls of their narrow way.
"Surely I am one of the most useless of God's creatures," said Jean
Arnot, as she wandered slowly back towards the paper-mill and home.
CHAPTER III
THE MAN'S MAN
Unflecked blue sky above, with a blazing white sun in it. A mighty
mountain peak, with bald summit, seamed sides mantled with greenery,
and round its waist, where it sat in the water, a narrow band of
gleaming white sand and tufted cocoa-palms, like an Island woman's
girdle. A smooth, dark, ruffled mirror of lagoon; and farther out,
with gaps here and there, a barrier reef on which the hungry sea chafed
and roared in ceaseless thunder. Two white men and a menacing crowd of
brown ones.
"Ready?" asked the elder of the two men.
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