British -- Oceania -- Fiction; Missionaries -- Fiction
Blair nodded, and winced involuntarily. It went a good deal deeper
than the old man knew, and after last night he did not feel quite
himself again yet. He had a morbid dread of hero-worship, and though
the outward man was healed and shaping well again, the inner man still
felt woefully sore and bruised and humbled.
"She was there last night; she sat about three rows from the front,"
said Mrs. MacTavish. "I wish you could have seen her face while you
were speaking, Kenneth. It was like the face of an angel."
Kenneth had seen it, and nothing but it, and the thought of it made it
none the easier for him to comply with her request.
He said quietly: "Well, I'll think about it, and see how I happen to be
situated for three o'clock. I have to see Mr. Campbell at eleven in
Moorgate Street. If he has any appointments for me, I might be unable
to go, in which case I'll send Miss Arnot a wire."
But Mr. Campbell knew how short his time was, and so occupied as little
of it as possible; and three o'clock found him at Miss Arnot's dainty
little house in Knightsbridge, overlooking the Park.
He had hesitated--as an intelligent moth might flutter warily just
outside the heat radius of a candle-flame--strongly tempted, desirous,
but doubtful.
For she had occupied much, very much, of his thoughts--too much, he had
angrily said to himself at times--since ever he learned the part she
had had in the making of him. And quite apart from that, she was so
very charming in herself. It could hardly be in the power of any man,
he thought, to be much in her company and not have longings for still
closer acquaintance and companionship--and such things were not for
him. His way lay among the shadows of the outer night, and it must of
necessity be, outwardly at all events, a somewhat lonely way.
Companions he would doubtless have, and the best of all high company.
But home, wife, child--these were not for him. In his mind's eye he
saw the white beaches, and towering cliffs, and black bosky gorges of
the Dark Islands, and the thunder of the surf was in his ear. And in
his heart he said bravely, "My home, my wife, my children!"
But his thoughts were never far from her, and now that, in spite of
himself, he was to meet her face to face, they gathered head and had
their way in spite of him.
He had often wondered why she had not married. She was still young, of
course; but, after all, twenty-five was not so very young for an
unmarried lady of such unusual possessions of mind, body, and estate.
She possessed, he could well believe, an independent spirit. Had she
not, even at thirteen, told him that one of her aspirations was to do
as she liked?
He had recognised her instantly, and with a start, the previous night.
That was before the drama became exciting. And he had wondered then if
she had changed her name since last he saw her, or whether "Jean Arnot
was still good enough for her."
And what could she possibly want to say to him?
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