White Heather: A Novel (Volume 3 of 3)Black, William
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White Heather: A Novel (Volume 3 of 3)
Black, William
Scotland -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
’_Drinking himself to death, in the lowest of low company:_’ black night
seemed to have fallen upon her, and a wild bewilderment, and a crushing
sense of hopelessness that shut out for ever those fair visions of the
future. She did not stay to ask whether this might not be a woman’s
exaggeration or the mere gossip of a straitlaced set; the blow had
fallen too suddenly to let her reason about it; she only knew that the
very pride of her life, the secret hope of her heart, had been in a
moment extinguished. And Ronald—Ronald that was ever the smartest and
handsomest of them all—the gayest and most audacious, the very king of
all the company whithersoever he went—was it this same Ronald who had in
so short a time become a bleared and besotted drunkard, shunning the
public ways, hiding in ignoble haunts, with the basest of creatures for
his only friends? And she—that had been so proud of him—that had been so
assured of his future—nay, that had given him the love of her life, and
had sworn to herself that, whether he ever came to claim it or no, no
other man should take his place in her heart—she it was who had become
possessed of this dreadful secret, while all the others were still
imagining that Ronald was as the Ronald of yore. She dared not go back
to Inver-Mudal—not yet, at least. She went away along the highway; and
then left that for a path that led alongside a small burn; and by and
by, when she came to a place where she was screened from all observation
by steep and wooded banks, she sat down there with some kind of vague
notion that she ought more carefully to read this terrible news; but
presently she had flung herself, face downward, on the heather, in an
utter agony of grief, and there she lay and sobbed and cried, with her
head buried in her hands. ’_Ronald! Ronald!_’ her heart seemed to call
aloud in its despair; but how was any appeal to be carried to him—away
to Glasgow town? And was this the end? Was he never coming back? The
proud young life that promised so fair to be sucked under and whirled
away in a black current; and as for her—for her the memory of a few
happy days spent on Mudal’s banks, and years and years of lonely
thinking over what might have been.
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