White Heather: A Novel (Volume 3 of 3)Black, William
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White Heather: A Novel (Volume 3 of 3)
Black, William
Scotland -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
’No—stay,’ she said, under her breath; and she was evidently trying to
regain her composure. ’You spoke—you spoke of that girl—O Ronald, I
wish I had never come to Glasgow!—I wish I had never heard what you told
me just now!’
And then, after a second—
’But how could I help it—when I heard what was happening to you, and all
the wish in the world I had was to know that you were brave and well and
successful and happy? I could not help it! ... And now—and now—Ronald,’
she said, as if with a struggle against that choking weight of sobs; for
much was demanded of her at this moment; and her voice seemed powerless
to utter all that her heart prompted her to say, ’if—if that girl you
spoke of—if she was to see clearly what is best for her life and for
yours—if she was to tell you to take up your work again, and work hard,
and hard, and hard—and then, some day, it might be years after this,
when you came back again to the north, you would find her still
waiting?——’
’Meenie!’
He grasped her hand: his face was full of a bewilderment of hope—not
joy, not triumph, but as if he hardly dared to believe what he had
heard.
’O Ronald,’ she said, in a kind of wild way,—and she turned her wet eyes
towards him in full, unhesitating abandonment of affection and trust,
nor could she withdraw the hand that he clasped so firmly,—’what will
you think of me?—what will you think of me?—but surely there should be
no hiding or false shame, and surely there is for you and for me in the
world but the one end to hope for; and if not that—why, then, nothing.
If you go away, if you have nothing to hope for, it will be the old
misery back again, the old despair; and as for me—well, that is not of
much matter. But, Ronald—Ronald—whatever happens—don’t think too hardly
of me—I know I should not have said so much—but it would just break my
heart to think you were left to yourself in Glasgow—with nothing to care
for or hope for——’
’Think of you!’ he cried, and in a kind of wonder of rapture he was
regarding Meenie’s tear-filled eyes, that made no shame of meeting his
look. ’I think of you—and ever will—as the tenderest and kindest and
truest-hearted of women.’ He had both her hands now; and he held them
close and warm. ’Even now—at this minute—when you have given yourself
to me—you have no thought of yourself at all—it is all about me, that am
not worth it, and never was. Is there any other woman in the world so
brave and unselfish! Meenie, lass—no, for this once—and no one will
ever be able to take the memory away from me—for this once let me call
you my love and my darling—my true-hearted love and darling!—well, now,
that’s said and done with; and many a day to come I will think over
these few minutes, and think of sitting here with you in this West End
Park on the bench here, and the trees around, and I will say to myself
that I called Meenie my love and my darling, and she was not angry—not
angry.’
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