White Heather: A Novel (Volume 3 of 3)Black, William
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White Heather: A Novel (Volume 3 of 3)
Black, William
Scotland -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
’Now, look here, Jane, when I said that the girl wanted a change, I
meant a change; but not a change to singing-lessons, and music-lessons,
and German lessons, and Italian lessons, and not a change to an
atmosphere like that of Glasgow. Bless my soul, do you think _that_
kind of change will bring back the colour to her cheek, and give her an
appetite, and put some kind of cheerfulness into her? Queen’s Crescent!
She’s not going to Queen’s Crescent with my will. Brighton, if you
like.’
’Brighton? To get herself laughed at, and put in the background, as a
half-educated ignorant Highland peasant girl? So long as she is what
she is, she shall not go to Brighton with my will.’
So here was an absolute dead-lock so far as Meenie’s future was
concerned; but she knew nothing of it; and if she had known she would
not have heeded much. It was not of her own future she was thinking.
And it seemed so terrible to her to know that there was nothing she
would not have adventured to save this man from destruction, and to know
that she was incapable of doing anything at all. If she could but see
him for a moment—to make an appeal to him; if she could but take his
hand in hers; would she not say that there had been timidity, doubt,
misapprehension in the past, but that now there was no time for any of
these; she had come to claim him and save him and restore him to
himself—no matter what he might think of her? Indeed she tried to put
all thought of herself out of the matter. She would allow no self-pride
to interfere, if only she could be of the smallest aid to him, if she
could stretch out her hand to him, and appeal to him, and drag him back.
But how? She seemed so helpless. And yet her anxiety drove her to the
consideration of a hundred wild and impossible schemes, insomuch that
she could not rest in her own room, to which she had retreated for
safety and quiet. She put on her bonnet again and went out—still with
that guilty consciousness of a secret hanging over her; and she went
down the road and over the bridge; and then away up the solitary valley
through which the Mudal flows. Alas! there was no laughing over the
brown shallows now; there was no thinking of
_’the sweet forget-me-nots,_
_That grow for happy lovers’;_
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