Bildungsromans; Love stories; Scientists -- Fiction; United States -- Fiction
No sooner had he sent it than he realized its misleading quality. He was
hungry in the literal sense, not hungry for Gratia. Language was always
spilling over like that. Take the idiotic names of the elements—names of
towns, islands, countries, men, colors, goddesses, anything to conceal
the one important thing, the number. Nitrogen did not give birth,
phosphorus did not carry more light than vanadium, and vanadium was not
the goddess of love.
What was a goddess, anyhow, and what was love? Being unable to define
either of these obsolete expressions, Marvin went to sleep. The earth
turned round and showed again one star that blotted out all the rest.
But the electromagnetic sunlight did not awaken him. Nothing did that
till the baser elements of his nature were touched—the smell of coffee
tickling the tips of receptors in his nose.
He opened his eyes, and saw his beautiful mother standing there with a
tray of breakfast.
She set down the tray and handed him a slip of paper which he perceived
to be Miss Kate’s answer. It read, “She is here, attending her class
reunion.”
“Mother, I hate to leave all this luxury, but I’m leaving at ten o’clock
for Wickford, to ask Gratia to marry me. Her father does not especially
approve of me. Should you object to her as a daughter?”
“My dearest, you know I wouldn’t. Give her my dearest love as soon as
she accepts you.”
The day was sweet, and he spent most of it on the observation platform
of the swift train. They ran through sun and shower. Now it was a bank
of wild pale clover along the track, with nitrifying nodules on the
roots and sweet volatile oils swept from every leaf by the cyclone on
which he sat. Now it was a field of red clover with virgin bees stealing
nectar or carrying male pollen to delicate cold tubes, while overhead
the lightning fixed the nitrogen, and rain washed it down to the roots.
He was early to bed above the resonant wheels, but lay thinking about
Asher Ferry. It was natural that Asher should object to him, and decent
of Asher to be sorry for him, and decent of Asher to open the door and
not have him thrown out. That yielding was a sign of strength, even if
Asher was a poor judge of cloth. Good judge however of some other
things. First man to see the possibilities of vanadium in farm
machinery—owed a lot to the resulting lightness. Physically
near-sighted, mentally far-sighted. Simple as a child in all that big
house. Pacifist because so simple-minded. Suppose things had gone
otherwise. Suppose Asher had smilingly consented, seen them married,
given him a laboratory. Never thought of it before. Couldn’t have
accepted anyhow. Wasn’t in love, never had been in love. What was love?
Asked that question last night, got no answer, went to sleep—
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