Jack stared as though he had seen the ghost of whom the peasants spoke.
He was almost tempted to prescribe hot blankets. "Benny," he exclaimed
at last, "what’s the matter with you? What are you going on like that
for? Is it something they said to you—was it the woman, Benny?"
Benny became serious in a moment. No oyster shut his shell more surely.
"No, she’s not in it, Jack," he rejoined hastily. "I was just thinking
that it was odd I should have brought her down, that’s all. She’s Mrs.
Kennaird, one of the Yorkshire lot, I guess, though she wouldn’t own up.
I suppose she didn’t want anyone to know too much about her—that would
be very natural, eh?"
"But it wasn’t much of a compliment to you, Benny."
"Do you think so, Jack? Well, I didn’t look at it in that light.
Perhaps it wasn’t, after all. She might have been afraid that I would
go down to her house in Yorkshire and try to see her. She might have
done so—and, of course, it wouldn’t have done; would it, Jack?"
Jack sat up in bed again. He was used to this kind of talk, and it
never failed to anger him.
"Why wouldn’t it have done? Aren’t you good enough for her? You’re
always crying us down, Benny. Wasn’t our grandfather a Brerton, and
wasn’t he a d——d sight better than any Kennaird in Yorkshire? Why
shouldn’t you call on her if you wanted to?"
Benny threw himself into a chair and took a very black briar pipe from
his pocket.
"Oh," he said almost impatiently, "the world’s a funny place. The
cannibals get on best, Jack—those who live on their dead ancestors. You
can’t draw bills on futurity nowadays; no one honours them. A man’s
either up or down; there’s no middle course. If I were to make a hit,
people would remember that I had a history. If I fail, they won’t even
say ’Poor devil.’ Birth and breeding are all right, but you must have
the trappings if they are to be any good to you. While I’m just Benjamin
Benson, engineer, the little woman in violet will regard me as she does
her motor driver or the man who works the lift in the hotel. She
wouldn’t remember that she had done it if I made my mark—they never do."
He spoke with an intensity of feeling quite beyond the circumstance, and
Brother Jack was altogether puzzled.
"I never heard you talk like this before," he said questioningly;
"surely to Heaven, Benny, you’re not bitten with the society craze? For
goodness’ sake don’t tell me you’re going to buy a new silk hat!"
Benny laughed.
"The old one will do yet awhile, Jack. It’s up in London, packed away
with the cylinder castings we had from Anzini. No, I’m not going in for
that line, old boy; but when a man does meet a pretty woman, one he’s
likely to remember, why then, I suppose, these thoughts will come.
That’s what old Shakespeare says, and he knew women better than most of
us. Wasn’t it the same old Billy who told us to fling away ambition,
for by that sin fell the angels? Well, I hope I shan’t fall to-night,
for I’m going to try the Zaat again."
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