Had he not conquered, and would not all the world acknowledge his
attainments? So he said as he started his motor once more and the whir
of it droned a slumber song upon the still air. If the "little widow"
could see him on this height! No schoolboy, aping a conquerer in his
dreams, could have hugged a thought more tenaciously; it may be added
that no schoolboy could have experienced a disappointment so swift.
There is a great slope of the snow, free of wood and rock, and running
down at an easy angle, perhaps a third of the way, from the summit of
the Zaat to the hotel at Vermala. Over this Benny would have flown to
reach the chalet; and he never could quite say why he should have
bungled in such a place of all others. Bungle he did, none the less;
and bending an aileron too sharply, he came round just like a yacht when
the helm is put hard down. An ominous lurch, a startled cry, and he
knew he was done for. He felt himself dragged downward and still
downward, sliding and twisting and turning at last upon his face. Then
the soft snow overwhelmed him; it was as though someone put a hand
suddenly upon his mouth and defied him to breathe a full breath.
His eyes perceived nothing now but a glaring whiteness; he suffered
intolerable pain and believed himself to be choking. When the sensation
passed, a deadly chill struck him as though his body had turned to solid
ice. He understood that he had forced himself upwards by a great
effort, and that he was now lying upon his chest. Such an attitude was
insupportable and must quickly give place to another which would
suffocate him—at least he thought so as he put forth all his strength to
lift himself and failed hopelessly at the attempt.
In the end he lay back and tried to reason it out. One wing of the two
remained to him, and had buried itself deeply in the soft snow; and upon
this was the weight of the shell and of the engine. These must drag him
down, inch by inch, but down unpityingly to the depths of the crevasse.
To-morrow Jack would find him—surely he would search the slopes about
the Zaat—and so the end of the story would be written. Well, it was
foreordained, and he had done his best. If the curse of failure lay
upon his life, better that he were dead.
All this, to be sure, was accompanied by a sane review of the situation
which such a man might have been expected to make. Benny did not hide
it from himself that he had been staring down at the Palace Hotel at the
very moment when he lost control of the machine, and he could calculate
just what the accident would cost him if he were saved.
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