England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
"But I don't want to be thought that sort of girl," she said. "I don't
want to be thought rich, and I am _not_ rich. I am dependent on papa.
Besides, if I were--if I had been a son, I should not have been debarred
from a profession because I was the heir to `White Turrets' and
Busheyreeds, and all the property. Why should a woman be treated
differently in such a case? Why should _her_ wings be clipped and she
be restricted to a narrow, monotonous life any more than a man?"
Celia scented danger. She saw that Winifred was lashing herself up to
one of her "revolts," as she called them herself sometimes, and she knew
that any, even the slightest suspicion of less full sympathy than she
had hitherto been able to give would be sharply resented. Yet she was
too honest to evade the possible discordance, painful though the
smallest disagreement with her sister would be to her. For a moment or
two she sat silent. Then she said boldly:
"I am not sure of that ground, Winifred. I have been seeing things a
little differently lately. If you had been a son--placed as you are--I
doubt if it would have been thought right for you to have a profession--
outside work, so to say--when there is so much to do at home."
"What nonsense!" said Winifred. "Do you mean to say that because a man
had property to look after he would be debarred from cultivating his
special gifts? Why, some, perhaps not many, but some of our greatest
men--artists as well as statesmen and writers--have been rich men, men
of property. No, it is only _women_ who are always hedged-in with one
excuse or another."
"But you haven't any special gifts," said Celia, "at least you always
say so. Your wish is to be of use, and--to be independent;" and in her
heart she felt the latter should have been placed first. "You can't be
a statesman, and I don't think even you would regret that for a woman.
But you can be of any amount of _use_ at home. And you could study all
sorts of things about the management of property that would help you to
be still more so."
She felt half-frightened at her own daring, and her fears were not
without foundation. Winifred stared at her, not quite sure if she were
going to let herself get angry or not.
"What has come over you, Celia?" she said at last. "You are worse than
Louise. Who has been talking to you and putting all these ideas into
your head? Do you apply them to yourself too? What about your longing
to paint--to have really good instruction?"
"I still long for it," said Celia, "and I _think_ I still believe it
would be right for me to have it. I think I should test myself so as to
find out if, I have a gift, a decided gift. For if so, I should
cultivate it. In my case no definite responsibilities are before me in
life, as is the case with you, yet--"
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