England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
Then they withdrew. Something made her at last able to close her own,
and she half fell back on her chair. And when she looked again there
was nothing--nothing whatever but the trees and the garden in the
moonlight, utterly still, as if in an enchanted sleep.
And Hertha went back to bed, and fell almost at once into sound and
perfectly dreamless slumber.
She woke at her usual hour, to sunshine and the sound of the birds'
joyous carolling this time. She lay still, thinking deeply, as she went
over in her mind the strange experiences of the night. The
question--"Was it all a dream?"--never for one moment occurred to her.
Neither then nor at any future time did any doubt of the objective
reality of what she had seen shake the intensity of the impression that
had been made upon her.
Yet the _fear_ was all gone--in fact, ever since she had thrown off the
nightmare-like oppression of her fantastic dream, it had been no longer
there. She felt no reluctance to stay on at White Turrets, no repulsion
to the room, no shrinking even from the long terrace walk, up and down
which had paced those ghostly steps--the pitiful, shadowy form of the
White Weeper. But still there was much for Hertha to consider. Why had
the weird family guardian appeared to _her_?
"She may be there every night--always, for aught I know," thought Miss
Norreys, "but why were _my_ eyes opened to perceive her? Why did she
appeal to me, as I feel convinced she did? Why not to self-willed
Winifred, the cause of all the trouble and anxiety? Possibly she could
not: perhaps Winifred is so constituted that no spirit could make its
presence known to her. It must be that, I suppose. But what can I do?
Winifred must know by this time that I do not sympathise with her mania
for `a career,' and that she has involved me in her folly in a far from
pleasant way. However, I suppose I must speak to her more plainly and
strongly than I have done--that is the only response I can make to you,
poor troubled spirit!"
And before she began to dress she stood for a moment at the window,
gazing along the path, now gleaming and brilliant in the clear morning
sunshine, and while she did so, a sudden idea struck her. She would
tell, in the first place at least, _no one_, except Winifred, of what
she had seen.
"It shall be a confidence between her and me," she decided, "and as such
it may impress her the more--far more than if I told them all, and she
heard every one cross-questioning me about it." And no sooner had she
thus resolved than she was conscious of a curious sensation of
satisfaction, as if for the first time she had fully grasped the nature
of the commission entrusted to her to perform.
She did not look quite like herself that morning when she went
down-stairs. Her beautiful eyes were less clear and open; she seemed
tired and slightly preoccupied, though she did her best to hide any
signs of disturbance.
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